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Emmsy's onwards & upwards part four.... more BFP's please!!

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MummyLovesSadie · 27/05/2009 23:25

Just trying on Barbie's shoes for size as we are desperate for a new thread & needs must...... blimey aren't your feel small!!

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mm1509 · 05/06/2009 16:36

mm chaps on the door.

Hi girls, remember me!

Sorry I've been lying low but still having a lurk here and there. Just felt I had to stay away for now to keep my sanity over the last few weeks. I seen that barbie let you know I had been in hospital with awful sickness, basically didn't keep anything down at all for 6 days, thankfully it's a bit better now with the anti-sickness meds. Got a scan while I was in hospital 2 weeks ago and everything looked good, got another scan today and it looks like we are really having a baby. Feel I can start to believe now and I am just realising how much my defenses have been up. My dating scan is booked for the 16th so looking forward to seeing our baby again then. TBH I will take all the sickness in the world thrown at me as long as this lo makes it.

I feel it's been such a long journey just to get to here and I know I couldn't have got through it without you lovely ladies on MN, I will be eternally grateful .

curly wow congratulations on your BFP, take it easy and try not to knicker check too much..................like I am one to talk. So happy for you hun.

blue hope you have a great birthday party with DS tomorrow, lol at the 6/6/6 it's the same day my nephew was born, so that two cute boys I know born that day, turns out to be a good date after all.

gracie not had a chance to congratulate you too, don't you be working too hard now, precious cargo and all.

moon so sorry for what you have had happen, we have all been there and know the total anguish you are feeling, come back to us when you are ready.

barbie ouch with your tooth, both the cost and the pain. Hope you are enjoying having DH back.

mollie just the best news, will FB you later.

Started typing this over an hour ago but the phone has been going non stop with all the family waiting to here how the scan went so running out of time here but big waves to jools, MLS, sabs, vjay, mermaid, neeko, annie, 4ever, kate, iggy, cupcake and anyone I have missed. Also big hellos to VM* if she is ever lurking.

Will try not to stay away to long ladies, take care everyone mm xxx

mermaidspurse · 05/06/2009 16:57

fandabbydosy mm its been a long time coming girl and I am so very very happy for you. I was worreid when I heard you were so poorly but understand what you mean about suffering anything in the world. Much in my thoughts have a lovely weekend.xx

GracieGirl · 05/06/2009 17:30

MLS DH's just know know how to behave. I told mine I was going to GP yesterday and he didn't even send a text to see how it went. I think they are the sensible ones without the hormones and really are able to detach themselves until the baby arrives. Like Jools says it a male protection mechanism. My DH got home about an hour ago, its the first time he's seen me since the day I got the BFP and cried all day, he's not mentioned it either. We are going out with the in-laws tonight (wish me luck!)

MM good to see you! Great to hear your morning sickness is under control a bit now and that you are getting lots of scans.

Gracie is off out to buy Windeze, bio active yogurts and peppermint tea (thanks mermaid, Curly and Cupcake). Blue I really wish being NHS staff got me an extra scan but I don't think it works that way, I might give it a go though.

littlebellsmum · 05/06/2009 19:31

Curlee - fantastic news, I'm so pleased for you.

Gracie when I was pregnant with DS, I had what you describe about once a week and if I ever touched alchol. It was a nightmare and really scary as I thought I was having a MC everytime and also got no sleep one night a week. You have my hugest sympathies!

Sorry I've not been around much this week - having a bit of a mare at work. You remember a couple of weeks ago I got offered a new job, well the manager phoned yesterday and said he had made a mistake with the grade and I could only have the lower grade, ie less money, less senority less everything. And as it's internal, holding out for my verbal offer, isn;t worth doing. So a pretty stressfull 24 hours,4 hours sleep last night and I'm going to walk away from my perfect job as my DH points out, is not longer perfect as I would working for a tosser!! Why oh why is life never simple!

Sorry, all lovely ladies, a real me me me post but as I said a bad week.
Have a great weekend everyone and stop writing so much - I just can't keep up
MLS - you asked which beach we go to. We are nearer the sea than you in Haslemere - I really like the Witterings that takes about an hour or so to get to but we have managed Bournmouth in a similar time. Southsea is also an option.
From you, the drive would be a bit further or you could go to one of the lovely open air pools ( Guildfords is supposedly lovely)

Hello to all you lovely ladies and I'll try and catch up with you all properly soon

gingermumi · 05/06/2009 21:15

Heya ladies- it's so frustrating, I get back on mn and then it all gets busy in RL again and I lose track of what's happening! Hope all going well, will try to catch up properly, or atleast try to check in a bit more often. Am still waiting for AF, was due 8 days ago but nothing yet. Have done several tests all BFN. Wnet to docs who said i probably not pg and that it was my system 'misfiring' because of my age (I'm 43 ffs not 63!). have looked on mn and have found lots of stories about people having lots of BFN for weeks and still being pg so am still hoping. i have to got docs in two weeks for blood tests to confirm what's going on if AF doesn't arrive. Have I missed any BFP? Hope all well

Neeko · 05/06/2009 21:39

Hi. Been really busy today and think I'm coming down with a bug so just checking in to say hi. Welcome back to MM LBM and Ginger Blue Quick update: Christina's bloke was having a nightmare and tried to strangle her. She can't cope with it and broke up with him. Meredith refused to say yes to Derek until he did Izzy's surgery which he was wobbly about. The gang all avoided Izzy cos they couldn't cope and only Bailey was there for her. Bailey made her answer all sorts of theoretical medical questions to keep her hopeful and Izzy knitted Bailey a scarf. It was a sob-fest and I love it!

Night night all.

MummyLovesSadie · 05/06/2009 21:49

Thank you Jools GG & Mermaid I feel MUCH better knowing it's not just my dh. All I want is to make plans, talk about the future, tell him how I'm feeling & enjoy this feeling of expectancy as a couple but I know if I start talking about the baby I'll be accused of 'going on about it'. Ho hum.... right I'll not get upset about it any more as I know I'm very very lucky to be pregnant & nothing else should matter.

LBM welcome back & sorry you've had a shitty week. I don't suppose they gave you anything in writing before they retracted the offer?

GG are you going to tell your in-laws? For about a week after I had a bfp I was waking up at 5am on the dot, feeling wide awake. I'd be in a state of constant tiredness but just couldn't sleep. The problem I have now is being woken up two times a night & then having to get up at 6am & be a responsible parent as my dd is still poorly.

MM glad you came back..... I just cannot imagine being that sick. What are you now about 10 weeks?

Blue pad patrol - never heard of that one before . I've told my dd what is going on but she is only 20 month so doesn't really understand, she pats my tummy & says 'baby tummy'! Maybe your baby will be a few days late so in the future the sound of fireworks will remind you of giving birth to your fantastic dc2 instead of the loss & pain of NYE 2008.

VJay no birth partner??? . You will have to quickly make some more friends up there so that you find someone to trust with your ds for a few hours when you go in. We don't have loads of friends here as we moved here from London two years ago but I've got a few friends I've made through mother & toddler groups etc so I've got a list of about four possibilities to look after dd. It's a whole different ballgame second time around huh? Do you think we'll be stressing about our dc's no.1 whilst we are in labour with no.2??!

Iggy I wouldn't worry too much about having bd'd just twice, we only did it three times last month. Do you not use opk's? Right back to mini milks, had a chocolate one today (not nearly as nice as the strawberry ones imo) & how on earth do you prevent the top two inches breaking off into your mouth. Two inches of mini milk in one go is a bit much if you ask me.

MrsKate are you feeling better now? It is a particularly nasty cold & I had to go to the docs with mine today & am now on antibiotics & steriods.

Mermaid how did your school meeting go?

I second Annie on the 'joys' of soft-play, because my dd is only 20 months though I can't sit back & let her run around like a little mentalist, I have to actually climb right up the ceiling, walk the rope bridges, crawl through impossibly tiny tunnels (every claustrophobics nightmare) & slide down the twisty slides with her - I quite like that last bit though!

Cupcake glad I have a bb buddy! . I'm actually due 1st Feb, so Gracie is the 9th & I guess Curly is somewhere close after.

Neeko where are you... I expect you are having a well-earned rest after all the action you've been getting recently! Also what cd are you on now?

Where are Bakingqueen & Ginger???

Right off now... this has taken me about an hour to write so I'd better not lose it!

Oh & by the way the spider has finally found its final resting place in the bin, see dh's are good for a couple of things at least!!

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GracieGirl · 05/06/2009 22:22

LBM I'm glad you're back I missed you. Sorry to hear you're having a shit time at work. I hope my abdo cramps disapear soon I don't want them every night like this week or once a week like in your pregnancy, like you say they are scary and its hard to convince myself I'm not miscarrying each time.

Ginger hello again. I hope there's a BFP hiding somewhere but just not showing itself yet.

Evening Neeko MLS if you need to go on and on about it and you're worrying about doing it on here message me on facebook I'm sure we could talk each other to death! My DH already told the in laws about my BFP on his own during the week. I'm a believer that if something goes wrong both me and DH will need support and its only fair to tell them in advance.

Vjay I'm surprised you haven't got the whole of this thread as your birth partners! I'm not sure we'd all fit in the room. Maybe you'll have to take an iPhone and keep us informed throughout!

BlueMoon1981 · 05/06/2009 22:23

evening ladies

just wanted to say thanks to everyone for their kind wishes. i hope its ok if i post a poem. i wrote this for my first angel in february. i have been sat here reading it again, and it pretty much sums up how i am feeling. i called it Lost.

When I found out you were there
I was so happy
So overjoyed
Overcome with emotion
I even shed a tear
I waited so long for you
You were about to make my life complete

But it wasn?t to be this time
You left my body
So empty
Void of all being
I ache so much
The physical pain I can bear
The pain in my heart I cannot

I feel lost without you
It hurts inside
In my belly
And in my heart
You will never know
Just how you lit up my life
Then shattered it in a moment

Every night I cry for you
The tears flow
Silently they fall
Onto the pillow
My throat chokes me
My hand rests on the emptiness
That was once you

I don?t know what to do
I can?t think
Can?t sleep
You?re always there
In my mind
Wondering why you left
Am I not worthy?

I would have loved you so much
Given you the world
If I could
I would have given you
My heartbeat
For you to have lived
Instead of me

I will never forget you
You were my baby
I was your mum
One day we will meet
Til then
I sent a guardian angel
To take care of you

I need to move on
To say goodbye
It will always hurt
But I hope in time
That the pain will lessen
Sweet dreams my baby
I love you

Curlywurlee · 05/06/2009 22:33

Moon I am sitting here with tears streaming down my cheeks and DH looking funny at me. That's really beautiful. I am so sorry, I wish I could take this pain away from you

BlueMoon1981 · 05/06/2009 22:41

sorry curly didnt mean to make you cry,you are so sweet. its just i cant seem to put any words together at the moment that reflect how i'm feeling, this comes somewhere near it, except its different this time.

GracieGirl · 05/06/2009 22:42

Moon That's a lovely poem. Like Curly I so wish I could help you with your pain.

GracieGirl · 05/06/2009 22:44

Moon I'm so pleased you are staying with us on this thread. We would all do anything we could to help you.

BlueMoon1981 · 05/06/2009 22:46

thank you gracie and i do anything for all you girls here too. i'm sorry my posts are a bit random at the moment, but i wouldn't leave you, i have got used to having you all around. and i love reading about your lives, its just nice to know that life does on.

BlueMoon1981 · 05/06/2009 22:47

life does go on - my words are going awol

GracieGirl · 05/06/2009 22:47

Moon you be as random as you like. No one on this thread is particularly normal!

littlebellsmum · 05/06/2009 22:53

moon, what a lovely poem - it has brought it all back to me and yes, I'm crying too!!
It's great that you can stay with us

Thanks ladies for your kind wishes - no MLS nothing in writing but a verbal offer is just as good and my " manager to be" accepts that he made a verbal offer. However in later conversations it has become clear that he won't even fight HR to give me the grade I deserve and so, I am actually happy to walk away.
The things we do to distract us on the 2ww!

Curlywurlee · 05/06/2009 22:55

Very true gracie

Moon we've really missed you and we do worry. Its nice to have you back honey.

Curlywurlee · 05/06/2009 22:56

LBS I'm sorry about your job. You are right to walk away from that mupped. You need a boss who will fight your corner

Curlywurlee · 05/06/2009 22:59

Moon are you going to get an ERPC or has it happened naturally. Sorry ignore me if you don't want to discuss it, it's just sometimes it helps to talk

BlueMoon1981 · 05/06/2009 23:03

it hasnt happened yet, last time it happened naturally, i was hoping it would again so i wouldnt have to make any choices. i have a hospital appointment on monday to discuss the options. they mentioned tablets or surgery. i dont want either. its like asking me do i want to stab myself in the eye with a fork or a knife. what difference does it make?

Curlywurlee · 05/06/2009 23:18

I know what you mean Moon but for what it's worth, I had an ERPC after my MMC, and I was very glad afterwards. It was over very fast and I felt that it was the beginning of the end of the really dark days.

I really loved your poem. I'd like to keep it to remember my two lost little ones if that's okay honey xxx

BlueMoon1981 · 05/06/2009 23:27

curly of course you may keep it. it was never really meant for sharing, i wrote it one night shortly after my 1st mc when i couldnt sleep. i read it sometimes when i feel i need to. i'm glad you like it.

i hope your little bean is a healthy sticky one, you deserve this one to be for keeps xxx

Curlywurlee · 05/06/2009 23:37

thanks so much moon. Take care of yourself and DP and get through this one day at a time. We'll be here as long as you need us xxx

BlueMoon1981 · 05/06/2009 23:43

good night girls, thanks for being here, it helps xxx