Bonkers Anonymous - the one where so many babies will be born that we need some new people TTC!!! (Still no such thing as TMI) !!!

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Hi ladies - hope you find the link!

Welcome to any newbies that would like to join - this is a VERY successful thread - consequently we need new people to join us!

Here's to lots of babies being born safely, and lots more BFP's!

Here are the stats!

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HumphreysCorner TTC No3 CD 17 of Cycle 7
ChubbyDick
BSL
Detoxdiva

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Ceebee74 - 36+4 elective cs booked 20 Nov (DC2)
Heartmum2Jamie - OVERDUE (40+3)
ChocolateEclair - 19w + 5d EDD 28th March (#1 ttc 6 cycles)
Mandy73 - 20+0 (#1, TTC 11 cycles) EDD 21 March
Majormoo-34+6 EDD 7th Dec
DaisyJ ? 19+2 EDD 28 March
Dawn
Knax
Juanitad

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Willmouse ? ttc#3 in 57 days
Soosy
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Bonkers Babies

Myjobismum - Naomi Caitlin 21/9/08 5lb10oz (DS 3YRS old)

PLease update when you get a chance - HM2J - have you had that darling baby yet ????????

As expected, a temp drop today on DPO 14 so waiting for the arrival. Will update accordingly.

bluestar-a tortoise, . Hibernation time isn't it? My friend has one called Sophie (same name as my DD2) and once she asked me to look after her but she came out of hibernation and started crawling all around the garage which was dangerous so gave her to my MIL who has a girl tortoise called Tommy and they went in the run together. Phew! My friend had said she would never forgive me if anything happened to the tortoise and methinks maybe she shouldn't have asked me in the first place. BTW, I want to flounce every month and come back when/if PG but then I realise I need the support to get to that stage.

Hope new babies are doing just fine and mums to be and TTCers hanging on in there. Not meeting my friend today which is a relief as I can get some housework done.

Big wave!

HC
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Morning ladies

HC for you - MJIM is right, get to the doctors and see what is going on! How long did it take you to conceive Em and Soph?

BSL Tara sounds adorable - the size of a golf ball?? Wow, that is tiny Glad we are helping you through this - keep smiling eh?

MJIM am with you on the stopping at 2 I cannot imagine being pg again tbh as it was just so bloody uncomfortable this time round!! I think I could do the newborn baby stage again but definitely not the pg!! Glad Naomi is sleeping well - you always feel so much better when you have had a good nights sleep!

Just waiting for the MW to come - Sam has got jaundice When the MW weighed him on Tuesday, he had lost a little bit of weight so they are checking him again today. All the advice is to make sure they feed regularly to shift the jaundice - but janudice also makes them sleepy - so we are in a catch-22 situation Sam sleeps a lot, won't wake up to be fed, if he does wake, he falls asleep whilst feeding and so on. Plus it would appear that he is a stubborn little boy as he has 2oz then completely clamps his mouth shut and will have no more....grrr! I really hope he can shift it soon so I can start to enjoy being with him instead of worrying about him!

Josh has also completely settled down now aswell and seems to be so in love with Sam too! Sam is the first person he wants to kiss in the mornings and when he gets back from nursery - he is constantly stroking his head etc. The only problem we have is that Josh is VERY boisterous so if Sam is on his baby gym, Josh joins him to 'play' and starts rolling around, kicking his legs etc so me and DH are constantly on edge! But we don't want to leave Sam in his moses basket all the time as they can't interact then either.

Gosh, that was a very me me me post - sorry

Hi guys,

I've had some bad news today which has upset DH and I terribly.

The hospital phoned to say that my results are high-risk for Downs. We're so devestated.

I know that there are risks for both tests and we've decided to go for the CVS as I can have it done now. Have we made the wrong choice?

The risk has come back as 1:59...

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Dawn-my friend had results of 1:50 and I had 1:195 and like you was distraught. You have absolutely made the right decision to go and have a chat with the consultant and have an amnio once you have had a detailed scan. Our babies were fine but found out that the risk odds are figures put into the computer and include your weight, due date and age. My friend discovered that they had put in her due date incorrectly which gave her the 1:50 risk. When are you going? You can pay for a FISH test which means you get the preliminary results back in 2 days. {{hugs}}-I remember the sheer terror of finding the note from the MW shoved through the letter box when I got home from work.

ceebee-jaundice is very common isn't it. Bless him. Took 1 year to conceive Emma as was new to it all and didn't realise you could only get PG on certain days. The one I MC took 3 months and then Sophie took another 3 months but was much younger then. AF hasn't started yet but keep knicker checking.

HC
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Dawn - Honey!! I am so sorry! I can't help about the choice of tests...but I am praying very hard that all is okay and your little jellybean is fine and this is just a blip based on age and due date etc!!!

BSL x

Dawn big hugs to you and DH. I am so very sorry. As you know we just been through the exact same scenario only our odds were 1:3 so there were no doubts about going through with further testing (only I couldn't have a CVS due to posterior placenta so the wait became very long indeed).

What can I say - it's a living nightmare. But you will get through it. Our bodies and minds are amazing during crisis like this and you just have to take one hour at a time.

Please don't feel guilty if you have further testing. It should be the last thing on your mind.

Thinking of you and sending lots of positive vibes. And please don't hesitate to ask any question you may have.
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Thanks to all for your messages.

Mandy - I spoke to the hospital and we're booked in for Monday at 12.30pm for the CVS. The midwife said that it is quite an uncomfortable procedure and slightly more uncomfortable than the Amnio, but I'd just like to know sooner rather than later. There's also a slightly higher risk of an MC. We're just so scared and like most people I'm sure, wondering why us?

Thanks HC and BSL for your thoughts.

The sad thing is that DH is taking this really hard and saying that after the MC, he doesn't know that having a baby is the best thing for us after all the problems that we're having.

Anyway, time for a few more tears so I'd better go....

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Dawn-they had me in the next day. Why the wait as it is surely torture. My high risk came with the pregnancy following my MC and it does make you wonder why? {{hugs}}

HC
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Hi HC,

They couldn't fit us in before Monday because the Consultant that performs the tests is on leave today, back in tomorrow but fully booked.

Did you have the CVS or the Amnio? I'm only 12 weeks so they're doing the CVS. I just want to know ASAP...

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Dawn sorry your results are worrying. Chances are everything will be just fine-odds are still on your side. As you will know, I have had bad news from screening in the past but my odd were much much higher than yours and in fact, they knew from the scan. The CVS was just to confirm what we all already knew. The procedure is uncomfortable and stressful but really very quick and afterwards the discomfort does not last long. If you want any advice prior to the testing I would give ARC a ring as they are fantastic and can give lots of practical and emotional support.

Juanitad congratulations on your new son.Hope you feel OK.

Ceebee my sister's son had jaundice and she had the same problem-told to feed frequently but he was very sleepy. He ended up under a lamp for a day or so but was soon fine.

MJIM glad all going well for you. No we do not know whether this is a boy or girl so wil have to see!

All fine here.

Hi, I am coming out of lurking mode through guilt (and party because of HC's posting which struck a chord really)

Dawn - sorry to hear about your test result - but 1 in 59 is still a reasonably low chance (imo) I hope that all goes well for you.

Ceebee - hope that little Sam is better soon. I never realised that jandice made babies sleepy. I remember that SIL used to put nephew in the sunlight but it's not really that easy at this time of year is it?

HC - lie and say you have been ttc for over 12 months - its not worth the risk - you have been really - if not in body then in mind!

Hi to everyone else! DS2 is just having his nap so I am going to catch up on Little Dorrit (Dh refuses to watch it).

You know what? I can't belive I have been on this thread for a year now. I remember joining a "who's going to ttc after Christmas thread" and hey ho a year later I am still here ttc "after Christmas". Actually, I am remarkably calm by my standards taking all things into account bet it all changes tomorrow

Dawn-I was 16/17 weeks so had an amnio. More hugs {{xx}}

willmouse-nice to see you. My FF registration runs out in 57 days so it has been 12 months plotting anyway. Will still be here next Christmas at this rate.

HC
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Dawn I know it doesn't feel like it now but there are several silver linings to your cloud;
Your odds really are very good compared to mine,
you'll have a busy consultant who performs loads of CVS procedures to do it which will minimise both the MC risk (tiny to start with) and your discomfort (MC risk changes enormously with experience!),
and
the discomfort is numbed by the cold spirit they put on your tummy beforehand,
plus if you are able to relax completely.

Just make sure you have the rest of the day in bed and take is v easy the following day.
I also understand how your DH is feeling; everybody responds to the shock at different speed and when I was down my DH was often v optimistic and vice versa - v hard to comfort each other at times but you must try.
And yes, you do feel robbed of the innocence and optimistic expectations of the earlier days (we say we were 'happy fools' back then just assuming naively it wouldn't happen to us - but thinking about it, why not us?).
But I think in the end when we have our babies we will appreciate the experience so much having been so close to despair. Also, pregnancy is supposed to be such a state of bliss - but it really isn't like that for many people.
As a friend who has lost two babies said; "Pregnancy really truly sucks you know."
(She meant psychologically.)

Thinking of you both.
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Thinking of you Dawn. I don't know what else to say except that i know what the waiting is like and am keeping everything crossed for you for monday!!!

knax xx

Mandy - your words ring so true...why not us!! I can honestly say I just never dreamt that I would be someone who needed help and fertility treatment...I've thought 'why me' from time to time...but you're right...'why not'? The strange thing is that us wanting to be parents so badly means you do just cope with whatever situation is thrown at you.

Dawn - hun! You can get through this and I am praying very hard for you and Knax...that the risk score and strange scan still result in lovely healthy babies for you both!! Dawn , I am sorry your DH is taking things hard...but you both deserve to be parents and have a lovely DC!

Sending lots of hugs and positive vibes out to everyone!

BSL x

Dawn so sorry for what you are having to go through - as if you have not been through enough eh?? Lots of wise words from experienced people on here but, from me, plenty of hugs and positive thoughts Please come and 'talk' to us and get things off your chest.

Had another good nights sleep last night - Sam just wanted feeding at 1.30 and 5 but went straight back to sleep both times! MW recommended stripping him to his nappy and putting him in the conservatory (with the heat on very high obviously!) to expose as much skin to as much daylight as possible to try and shift the jaundice - so he is now 'sunbathing' whilst I am MNing

Hi all

AF late according to FF but did a test and BFN. Obviously in for another weird cycle. Feel so disappointed as at DPO 15 it should be a definite result. Will keep waiting.

Big wave!

HC
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Dawn - sending you lots of positive wishes and hugs. Will be thinking of you and dh over the weekend. Hope you get the results quickly so you can put your mind at rest. 1:59 sounds high, but from the other side, there's a 98% chance that everything will be fine

Ceebee - hope Sam is better soon. Sunbathing in the conservatory sounds great . Dd had jaundice when she was born, and the best advice was just to keep feeding as much as possible. Good luck with it.

BSL - Tara sounds lovely. How cute - only the size of a golf ball, good job they don't move quick or you'd never find her Thanks for your kind words - I am doing fine, feel that I am over the worst although every now and again something will catch me out and I'll get again. A girl at work had a mmc a few weeks before mine and has just discovered she is pg again. I am over the moon for her, but too which I feel so bad about. Had a proper good cry after I spoke to her yesterday. Hope you are keeping as positive as much as you can. Feel free to flounce whenever the mood takes you

HC - sorry to hear of the temp drop today. Fingers crossed for some positive results for us ttc'ers next month.

Hi All,

Thanks so much for all your kind thoughts.

Had a really bad night last night. I had terrible nightmares about the procedure. One of them involved the Sonographer not being available so the Consultant asking me to tell him where I thought the baby was and he'd just stick in the needle!! I woke up in a cold sweat and then couldn't get back to sleep.

Mandy, thanks for the advice. I'm just going to ask the Consultant outright how many CVS procedures she's done and what her miscarriage rate is. With this procedure I refuse to just "assume" that she knows what she's doing.

I'd almost been quite detached from this baby since the last MC, but now I'm desperately scared that I will lose it.

Sorry, I'll stop everything being about me now....

Ceebee, you've managed to put a smile on my face with the image of little Sam sunbathing in the conservatory. How lovely!

DD, please don't get disheartened. It will happen again for you soon, I'm sure.

Majormoo, thanks for your post. Did they do the CVS in through your abdomen or internally? I'm not quite 13 weeks yet so worried that they may want to do it internally, which has a slightly higher MC risk. Plus, I've always bled really really badly during smear tests so I would imagine this could cause me some problems. Also isn't opening the cervix up so that they can get the needle/tube through, going to cause a MC in itself?

HC, sorry that you've had the temp dip hun... hope you're feeling Ok.

Thanks so much to everyone else for their thoughts. I'll try and think of you all and all your babies and beans while I'm in there on Monday to keep me calm...

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Hi All,

I wondered if I can ask another question to those of you that have had an amnio or cvs because of being classed as high risk... My nuchal fold results came back well within the normal range at only 1.9mm. In addition, the nasal bone was clearly visible which the Sonographer said at the time, babies with Downs rarely have, so what can actually be the problem with my blood because I'm guessing that is what tipped me into high risk?

Can you tell I'm dwelling? Struggled to think about anything else today...

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Dawn my sweet, please stop looking for answers as you won't find any. There was no reason for my high risk results and I doubt you will ever know why yours are high. I am so sorry you have to wait until Monday as it will give you more time to worry. {{hugs}}

HC
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