Morning all,
B, you sound really down. As BSL said, your weight won't be noticed by anyone else as much as you're noticing it yourself. Not that that helps as it's you that's upset about it! I have to admit that my weight fluctuates a lot and if I feel that I've put some on, I do Weight Watchers for a couple of weeks and it goes again. Although strangely before the MC I was eating loads and only appeared to be putting weight on my tummy. Strange because I'm classic pear shape and that's where all the weight normally goes. Even since the MC, I'm eating more than usual and still not putting it on my bum and hips. Still my tummy. Oh well! Do you suffer with PMT then? It definitely sounds like that might be what you've got. Hopefully you'll feel better in a few days.... Sending lots of hugs and kisses to you.
It all sounds like you lead such exotic lives!! I did before I met DH! I used to have a couple of holidays a year. But our honeymoon to Mexico this year was the first time that we've been abroad together at all! (Other than Jersey for a few days last year....). If we get PG then I can't see us going anywhere else for a few more years. It's the buying the house that's stopping us doing all those things!!
So, my trapped nerve is now affecting my chest aswell as my back and seems to be getting a lot worse. So that's four nights in a row with hardly any sleep now, I don't know how I'm still functioning!!
It's not at all pleasant and waking up and continually looking at the clock just makes it worse. I'm so knackered!!
So, I have no idea where I am in my cycle now as we've started BDing just after the MC, so I guess I can start getting excited in 3 months if I still haven't had an AF!! . I guess the benefit of doing it this way, is that if I do start to get some light bleeding or spotting, I'll just assume that it's AF and won't be so paranoid and freaked out about it as I was when I already knew I was PG.
I'm actually having a bit of a fight with myself at the moment. Because we managed to conceive first month (very rare I know and it was definitely more luck than judgement!), I will be disappointed now if I get AF. BUT to the same extent, because of the problems with the PG before the miscarriage (all the spotting and stuff), I'm almost scared to get a BFP again because I'll be so terrified and paranoid that the same thing will happen again. So really, I can't win!!
Anyway enough of being miserable!!
How is everyone this fine day?!!
Babydust for everyone...
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