Hello All,
So, BSL and Heebychick, this is what she said.
There was a lot around work and that my heart isn't in it anymore, even though I do a really good job and am really valued by my company. At some point over the next few years, my DH will have the opportunity to work in Oz and we'll emigrate, but I will also have completely changed my career by then and will actually end up in a completely different role and even life. She said that DH and I are soulmates and we are very much in love and that our new life in Australia will lead to complete happiness. She then said that in Springtime next year, my life was going to change dramatically and my whole universe will become "softer" and I will finally feel complete. Strangely this baby will be due at the beginning of April.
So, the baby stuff. She mentioned seeing an Empress card which she said highly symobilises reproduction and children and she said that it was really strong. So, rightly or wrongly I told her that I was pregnant.... She got very excited and said that she knew but that it was too early to tell me in case I hadn't already known. She kept saying to me "your baby is there and is telling you not to worry, it's not going anywhere, it's your anxiety that's making you panic, the baby is clinging on, even though there was a slippery start. It gripped on with all it's might. You have nothing to worry about". She then went onto say that hospitals don't always know the right answers so not to worry about what the scan reveals (strange considering what happened today). She then suddenly said that they may keep telling me that the baby's too small, but she said not to worry because the baby will be absolutely fine and that it won't be too small. She actually works in the hospital through the day as an Occupational Therapist and she said that because of that she has first-hand of experience of Doctors not always being right.
Then throughout the rest of the reading, she kept saying how special this child was going to be and that it would have a wonderful gift. She couldn't express enough how special it would be and that my Dad would absolutely worship my child (I have 2 nieces and a nephew already but my Dad isn't a child person so that was amazing to hear).
So basically that's the crux of it. She continued to mention the baby throughout the reading and I came home on a real high. So when I started getting cramps this morning, I fell to earth like a bomb. I was devestated, but they meant nothing according to the Doc and I've had no more bleeding. In fact the Doctor still thinks the bleeding is implantation as the baby pushes further and further into the womb.
So, having told the Psychic about the baby, I was worried that could be why she talked about it, but close friends (one of whom went to the same person and everything she said has happened) said that if she thought I was going to lose the baby, she would have brushed over it by saying "I can definitely see a bump but it's a bit too early to see any more, there are other things in your life that we need to look at first" or something like that. They said that she wouldn't have made such a fuss about it.
So, the bottom line, is that I need to keep an open mind but at the same time if what I've heard helps me to relax a bit more, surely that can only be a good thing for me and the baby?!
I've decided that I'm going to do another PG test on Saturday morning, before the blood test, so that if the line is a little fainter than before, I may be more prepared for the news if the pregnancy is ectopic. Although even the Doctor said that it is rare and she doesn't think I should worry too much.
Sorry to ramble ladies but you did ask?!! Ha ha ha !!
xxxx