Hi all. I've not posted for quite a long time (think I just needed some time away after MC end of March and was trying not to put too much pressure on things).
In some ways, it's lovely to recognise some usernames here posting but also, sorry to see you're still here (if that makes sense).
For those who haven't e-met me before: TTC my second, partner's first. I have a DS who just turned 9 yo. Conceived first time with him. But didnt have any success TTC with my ex H despite trying for around three years.
Been TTC with new partner since January. Did conceive in March but sadly ended in MC.
Now to today's head....
Didn't really use OPKs this cycle just gone. Did test, looked like I was gearing up for a peak, but then LH dived off a cliff and I just stopped testing. Figured may e it was a very short lived peak and I'd missed it. Wasn't putting too much emphasis on it.
Came on my period a week ago last Monday.
Came to start OPKing today on CD8 and the LH strip lit up super strong. Thought that was a bit odd as wasn't expecting to be near peak yet so... You guessed it... Took a pregnancy test. There's a Line.
Had a digital weeks test knocking around. So had a cup of tea, waited an hour and tested on the digital: 1-2 weeks pregnant.
Seeing as I've just had what I considered a period (which is exactly what happened when I found out I was pregnant before the MC), I'm understandably hesitant and nervous and not really believing it or trusting that the same thing isn't happening again...
I don't want to get obsessive about it now, and trying to park this knowledge somewhere... And maybe do another digital test on Saturday morning (as I'm going to a hen do), to see if it's progressed or not?
For where I would be date wise going on my last 'proper' period, I think the test line is weak. And if weeks indicator wise, I'd have expected to be further along if this was a sticky bean... So preparing myself for the worst. But... Also wondering if maybe I just ovulated later than I thought? I don't know.
Torn between getting my hopes up to figure out the rationale that makes this viable and preparing myself that this in all likelihood is a chemical.