It's not good news for me really... looks like I'll be staying around in this thread for a while.
The scan was last scary yesterday and 'kinder' but no good news to report. They didn't find any evidence of 'retained products of conception' that we were told about at the private scan, but also didn't find any evidence of pregnancy within the uterus. It was put down as a 'pregnancy of unknown location'. I had bloods taken and phoned with the results late last night.
My hcg level was around 160 (I think she said, I just heard one-hundred and didn't need to hear the rest) and progesterone level of 9. Not the levels you'd want to hear if this was a viable pregnancy after having positive tests for almost two weeks. I need to go back to have more bloods tomorrow to see what the 'trend' is so they can either confirm it's a failing pregnancy or consider the risk of an ectopic.
I feel broken. And sad. And just... very hopeless. After the last loss, I was so keen to get pregnant as soon as I could again, but this time feels so different. I can't barrel into this knowing the risk of this happening again.