POAS: Showers Quickies and Rainbow Babies 🌈 💛💜

[FfoxRedN]

Ok here goes!
Advanced apologies if I miss you in the first message 😆

@MrsJGrealish @bringmearainbow @TheBirdintheCave @emhope @Indianna2006 @LuckyMoonstone @Alexis7890 @bunnykins123 @calimc83 @curliegirlie

@MrsJGrealish omg I spend the day at a 5 year olds party and I come back to excitement ❤️🤩 I've got everything crossed that this is a good sticky one for you 🤞🏼 come on baby xxx

@bringmearainbow thank you lovely xx we all know a positive doesn't mean baby but I'm feeling a lot less stressed now DH knows and is able to calm me down xx 😘

At least holiday packing is easier the bloating is unreal already. My knickers didn't fit last night..😬

@MrsJGrealish we do indeed but we can hope ❤️ I'm glad you feel a bit less stressed it def helps letting someone else share the worry. Oh the bloat is the worst wish mine would hurry up and go 🙄

@MrsJGrealish please send a pic when you’ve got a good one, I love looking at other peoples positive tests, it makes me feel all nice haha 😊

@LuckyMoonstone if it makes you feel happy I will 😘 9dpo and todays were ridiculously grubby. I literally wasn't expecting such a jump in the line strength or I'd have been better prepared 😂

@MrsJGrealish Eeep! Fingers crossed! Definitely keep us posted and we need test pics 😘

@LuckyMoonstone yesterday (1st pic), today 2nd 2 pics (all for your happiness, I've released the manky tests to the world) 😘

@LuckyMoonstone and a clearblue for good measure

@MrsJGrealish manky 😂 that is a nice clear pink FRER line isn’t it for such an early test!

@MrsJGrealish lovely tests 🥰 xx

@MrsJGrealish oooh lovely tests 😍 xxx

Omg girls, Hi! I've just had a big catch up over the last 10 days or so..so much has gone on! @bringmearainbow I was so sorry to hear you have had another MC lovely. Hope u are feeling as ok as you can, I know it's truly the worst,most painful time ever. This time last year I had just gone through my 2nd one and was the lowest I'd ever been. I really hope you can get some answers 😘
@MrsJGrealish argh! Tentative congratulations, really really hope this is the one for you and u manage to enjoy your holiday xx
@FfoxRedN @bunnykins123 @luckymoonstone how are u guys doing? Hope all is well xx

@TheBirdintheCave huge congratulations on the eggies and embryos lovely! Amazing news ❤️ xx

@LuckyMoonstone let's pray it stays that way 🙏 and it was massively negative at 8dpo. Nearly like here is where the line would be but just so you aren't confused we will make it whiter than snow 🙄

@calimc83 @FfoxRedN thanks girls ❤️ xx

@MrsJGrealish I wouldn’t have expected anything more at 8dpo to be fair! What is your next step going to be now?

@calimc83 I’m doing good thank you 😊 24 weeks now and soooo desperate to get to September! Sorry to wish the summer away but idc 😂

@LuckyMoonstone I'm a day at a time kinda gal but realistically I won't be able to call GP in work. I don't know if I've ever mentioned before but WE DONT GET LUNCH BREAKS!! Roll on pharmacist strike I'll be standing with my placard 🤣 so AF due Tuesday I won't ring epu before AF due because that's just embarrassing, go to Portugal, try to get DH to let me rest and not go on a sweaty walk with him then if all is well and tests are more positive I'll ring epu when I get back. I'm considering taking a box of cyclogest just in case. I got a full copy of my neurologist report and he pretty much said he doesn't know why it happened and I've made a full recovery. Still waiting on a cardio procedure but the cardio guy was v sympathetic and said it would wait xx

@LuckyMoonstone the FRER on Friday I was pretty shocked ngl. 6 days early? For who?? Put me in a really bad mood 😒

@MrsJGrealish How are you doing this morning?

@TheBirdintheCave I'm ok. Woke up at 4am to the sound of birds chirping and loads of nausea 🤢 I'll test again tomorrow. If I hadn't felt so sick I would have tested this morning xx

@LuckyMoonstone oh wow! That's flying..exciting! Do you know what you're having? xx

@calimc83 no I got past the temptation and managed to wait 😆

@LuckyMoonstone ahhh lovely! We had a surprise this time around as well...loved it xx

@calimc83 thanks lovely it sucks ❤️

I've got an appointment with the gynae next Friday feels like we're stepping in the right direction. Anyone know if it will make much difference to the tests she wants to run if hcg is still in my system? Though my temp has dropped significantly the past 3 days which usually takes ages to happen so I'm hoping that maybe it might be moving a little quicker this time 🤞🏼

@bringmearainbow ooh there's a question. Depends what she's testing? I'd imagine your female hormones are out of kilt? Your hcg will still be high

@MrsJGrealish I'll have to ask her I'll do a test before I go but I can't imagine it will be negative that would be too good to be true 😂

@MrsJGrealish how's it going? Have you tested today?

I'm now 11dpo...still bfns on one steps and a Boots early response so I think that any fleeting hope of it just being too early has well and truly scarpered (I'm due on Thursday). Dunno why but this month in particular has hit me like a tonne of bricks. I think it's because I know that I really can't go on like this, it's driving me doolally. Or that I'm coming to the end of 16 cycles (in 14 months). DD1 took 10 cycles over 16 months (but only 6 after I started Levothyroxine) and DD2 took 12 cycles but I had at least one CP in that time. Whereas this time round there has not been a sniff of anything since last March. Maybe I'll feel better on Thursday when at least the limbo will be over and I can stop testing (as if the more tests I take the more chance I'll see something?! It's not healthy). Sorry for the pity party. Probably PMS!