POAS: bodies are weird and stupid 🤦🏼‍♀️

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@FfayeN @MrsJGrealish @LuckyMoonstone @Indianna2006 @usedtolovenaps @monsteramunch @bunnykins123

Good luck today @LuckyMoonstone

Well we have a yolk sac and a little flickering bean :)

@LuckyMoonstone yaaaaayyyyy that's awesome 🥳🥳

@LuckyMoonstone amazing news! So pleased all went well ❤️

@LuckyMoonstone Hooray! That's brilliant news :D

@LuckyMoonstone super pleased there was a little flickering bean 🥰🥰

@LuckyMoonstone amazing news! So pleased for you 💕💕

Aaah @LuckyMoonstone that's amazing! You must feel so warm and fuzzy

Thanks all 😊 very relieved. But it’s going to be a long time before I can feel like I’m out of the woods

@LuckyMoonstone What are the next steps now? Will you have another scan or just wait until the 12 weeks?

@TheBirdintheCave ive been referred for my first midwife appointment so when I go to that I might ask if there’s any chance of an extra scan before 12 weeks but I feel like they will say no. But I might also ask about one between 12 and 20 weeks because I had a loss at 17 weeks, so they might agree to that. I hate the idea of going for a private one and the people who work there having to give me bad news again 😕

@LuckyMoonstone Yeah I know what you mean re private scans. I'm not sure I'd want to do another, as nice as they were about it :/

@TheBirdintheCave I just felt so bad that they had to do it. They don’t get booked up too far in advance so I’ll see how I feel in a week or so

@LuckyMoonstone Ah ok I'm glad you can still have it as a backup option then if you feel like you need it :)

I'm still waiting to ovulate. Come on body. I'm already bored of dtd 😂

@TheBirdintheCave haha waiting to ovulate gets sooo boring 🤣

@LuckyMoonstone I wish my cycles were more predictable. It's looking like it might be tomorrow based on previous charts.

@LuckyMoonstone defo ask - I have one at 7, 10 and 12 with the NHS. I had booked one at 6 weeks privately but chickened out as I felt that bad news was probably better to be delivered by the hospital. I've lost £30 from it but I think it was the right decision.

@TheBirdintheCave god waiting to ovulate is so tedious, especially when you have a million symptoms!

Ooh I'm getting cramps on my left side now. Come on lefty, you've made all of my other babies don't let me down now 😂

@TheBirdintheCave my ovulation looks nowhere in sight my LH tests are the lowest they have possibly ever been 😂 still time though come on body you have 6 days 😂 on another note I'm still getting blood when I wipe sometimes just pink other times bloody cm 🙄 and the saga continues think my body is fooked

@TheBirdintheCave yess come on lefty! 😅

@bringmearainbow I definitely think it's waiting til you go to Bruges 😬

@TheBirdintheCave honestly at this point I don't even know what's going on just wiped a load of proper blood 🙄 well when I say a load it's prob not but it seems like a lot for someone that's supposedly finished their period anyway. ffs I just want to be normal again I wonder if there's more still to pass. I haven't had any cramps at all 🤷🏼‍♀️ CD14 today and I can't even say I've stopped bleeding yet

Cheering on your lefty here too!!

Static smiley first thing today and a very nearly almost there (I think?) strip one first thing too.

Will do another strip when I'm back from work later. In both senses of the word 😂

DTD last night and night before so will hopefully do tonight and tomorrow too so we're covered.

Then I honestly don't think I'm going to be as all consumed this month. I just can't let myself get that hopeful again after the chemical.

How are you all feeling emotionally today?

@monsteramunch Actually really good. Maybe it's the extra vitamin d I'm taking but I feel really positive at the moment, no idea why as it's not like me at all 😂

@TheBirdintheCave

Ah that's great! That reminds me, I need to order my vitamin d in the next couple of days so thank you!

Just got a positive strip OPK following my static smiley earlier. Based on previous, that means I'll ovulate tomorrow.

BBT for the first time this month so will be interesting to see if that confirms it. I find the whole BBT thing really confusing so might ask for some help with my chart tomorrow / the next day!