POAS: With only the IC in stock...someone help us 🤣

[FfayeN]

You asked for it......😘

@bunnykins123 you did v well to hold off I'm so impressed 💪🏼 I'd love to say I'll be the same but I just don't know I have no self control when it comes to testing 🙊 I have good intentions but it goes out the window. I'll try not to get too hung up on the temps it went up so that's all that counts mines usually slow to rise anyway it wouldn't be unusual. How you been feeling? Xx

@TheBirdintheCave there's no way you caused your miscarriage lovely. With my first pregnancy (teenager🙈) I cried and stressed for weeks and he's absolutely fine.

Think I got my peak today.. 1.2 was a bit shocked thought I had missed it. And a few spiky pains on the right hand side this aft. Trying selective seduction today 🤞not hopeful. DH is hung over 🙄

@MrsCristianoX eeek good luck 🤞🏼 I wasn't hopeful when DH was hungover but he was surprisingly game 🤣 might go in your favour that he was sick and there was no chance to dtd 🙊

@MrsCristianoX if you're lucky he'll go with it and get it over with sharpish 😂
Good luck to you all for your TWWs xx

@Indianna2006 Hey, nope nothing sorted at all. Baby will go in my eldest daughters room which is white anyway, it does need decorating tbf but will wait to see what we have first 🙈.Not bought anything yet..still feels like we are tempting fate! How many weeks are u now? I haven't been feeling too bad but saying that I've not stopped at all today and had to go have a lie down just now as my back is killing..we had a lovely holiday! Thank you xx

Ladies I have FINALLY stopped bleeding not had one ounce of pink/red or brown all afternoon 🥳

@mummatara yay!!!!! Xxx

@FfayeN the relief is unbelievable 😅 I have to say I think my theory of the bleeding increasing because of the fertile mucus might be right as CM has really dried up and I had to go searching to check for it which def ties in with O being yesterday. I also wonder if I had any retained blood. I remember with the first MC when I went for a scan for RPOC they said there was a little pocket of blood that would come out at some point. Guess I'll never know this time round because the stupid doctor wouldn't scan me but might make more sense than having a 14 day period 🤔

@FfayeN how are you is AF finished now?

@mummatara Hoorah! That must be a massive relief :)

@mummatara that's brilliant news!! It's so weird how different miscarriages can be. You bled for weeks. I spotted brown for one week then had a massive all day flood (I'm thinking the aspirin didn't help with that) then it pretty much dried up. Little sac thing was still there a week later when EPU finally scanned me🤷‍♀️ but it kept shrinking. They said body would absorb it. And it must have

@mummatara yeah I think you'd be right, a 14 day period doesn't sound possible! There's only so much to shed in a normal cycle right?
I'm glad you're back in the swing though.
I'm good, AF has pretty much finished and seemed to be fairly normal for me, mega day 2/3 and then light 4/5. CD 6 tomorrow, I'm going to temp and OPK from day 7, then my biopsy will be about 7-10 days after that 🤞🏼.
My thyroid meds are too high now though, which is a good thing in a way as it explains my massive heart palpitations so need to get that back to normal 😂. If it's not one thing it's another! x

@FfayeN Oh that doesn't sound good at all :( I'm sorry they're sucking at getting your meds in order.

Oh god I feel like I'm going to have a panic attack about all this. It's had a sudden effect on me tonight, even worse than usual. What if it doesn't happen? I don't know how I will cope. I have really felt like it might this month and that's going to make it even more heartbreaking if it doesn't. It's so cruel.

@monsteramunch Sorry Monster :( TTC is such an emotional rollercoaster x

Thanks @TheBirdintheCave

Panic attack happened which I hate, it's the worst feeling. Managed to fall asleep at 5am so feel like absolute shit. Ugh.

@monsteramunch hope you’re feeling a bit better this morning, that sudden dread that you get is such a horrible feeling. I feel like shit today too, couldn’t get to sleep last night despite being desperately tired because I was too upset

@LuckyMoonstone @monsteramunch The only way I can cope with sleeping when I'm sad is by reading myself to sleep. Basically choosing a book and reading until I'm so tired I have no choice but to sleep. Fiction books are the best as they put you in another world.

@TheBirdintheCave I'm so relieved 😅

@MrsCristianoX yes literally all so different. I thought this would be similar to the first but I was so very wrong 🙄

@FfayeN it doesnt does it and it was such a weird bleed which makes me think not really a period at all 🙈oh bloody hell that's not good hope you can get through to the docs to sort quickly 🤞🏼glad AF is all but gone and there's a plan in place. What is it they are biopsying?

@monsteramunch sorry lovely panic attacks are not fun I hope you get a chance for a nap today. Some days it's really really hard to be hopeful that it will happen. What CD and cycle are you on now?

@TheBirdintheCave I live a book but they never make me sleepy I end up staying up late to read more 🤦🏼‍♀️

@TheBirdintheCave love not live 🙄

This is a good idea, I'll ban my phone from my room tonight and stick on an audiobook I think.

@mummatara

Thank you

Been TTC#1 for a year and currently on CD 24, approx 9/10 DPO.

Not testing until AF is due as I just can't look at a blank space yet again 😞

I so, so, so hope this is our month.

We're having blood and semen analysis tests this month which so something, at least I feel like we're doing something proactive.

Just terrified it won't happen and not sure how I would cope if it doesn't.

Panic attacks really are awful, haven't had one in a while and forgot how scary and all consuming they are.

And of course because it was at night and I didn't fall asleep until 5 I'm a mess today!

@monsteramunch try to take it easy today if you can. Take time for yourself, a couple of days and you will know. If this isn't your month then at least you are taking those positive steps and you'll have the results quickly 🥰.

@mummatara it's the Prof Brosens biopsy I've added the info below 🥰. The meds are too high as they up them in pregnancy but I will skip a few days and take the lower dose to get it back on track a bit quicker (hopefully!)

@TheBirdintheCave I end up watching a series with headphones until I fall asleep, I think it's the same thing though, whilst I'm watching that my brain switches off to all the other stuff!

@LuckyMoonstone saw on the other thread you're going for some private tests, it's so hard to wait when you've been waiting so long isn't it. It's a good step forward though especially if it gives you an idea of your options. Did you get the GPS info online in the end? So you can look at your own levels? This may save you some money on certain tests at a fertility clinic xxx

@mummatara oh goodness the quality of the MN photos is awful 😂😂😂