Thanks for the tag @MrsCristianoX I am still lurking here in the background, even though I am possibly not meant to be ttc.
I still haven't had the big chat with DH so I'm veering between being absolutely desperate to get that BFP and terrified about how I explain it to DH if I do 😣. Part of me thinks, well surely he's noticed that I've never said anything about going back on contraception or had a Drs appointment about it or anything, must have seen the OPK packets in the bin etc, but another part of me feels like I'm being duplicitous. I'm not, I'm just being cowardly. And I'm concerned if I don't grow a pair and have that chat before I get a BFP, he'll cope but I'll have destroyed all trust...
Currently 5dpo. Would love this to be the cycle it finally happens again after the due date of my MC last month (which was tough - stupid really, given that I only knew I was pregnant for about 5 days), even though if I fall this month the due date would share DD1's birthday 😂.
I've been delighted to see all the BFPs recently- congratulations guys, but so sorry for all of the cruel recurrent MCs and CPs.