Nov Bus 21 - C*m stains, period rage and MASSIVE bullets

[Juno231]

Come join us on our TTC journeys - all you need is a (filthy) sense of humour!

Bus history:
June - 24 BFPs
July - 11 BFPs
August - 18 BFPs
September - 4 BFPs
October - 7 BFPs

November BFPs so far:
@AKC88 - November 3rd
@purplesky18 - November 3rd
@dippyegg32 - November 5th

Upcoming testing dates:
@pebblesinthesand - November 11th
@siana97 - November 16th
@nestinginNL - November 18th
@missgoldilocks - November 20th
@Franklydear - November 22nd
@Juno231 - November 22nd
@vil10 - November 23rd
@djmum83 - November 23rd
@clairey844 - November 27th
@mrsbear1122 - November 28th
@katao - December 4th
@Hopeful110 - December 12th
@minster2012 - February 14th

Guys....please can someone give me an idea on what this could possibly mean? It's floored me. Thank you in advance xx

So I took another test today, and the line was fainter than it was 2 days ago. BUT it was 8am pee and I had already got up at 4am to pee. And I'm only c10 dpo.

But I don't know what to think. I was hoping to see a stronger line by now. Feel like this might be a chemical 😔

@amy2503 no need to be sorry, we all have times like those so let it all out ❤️

I am absolutely exhausted today. Did the 6.5 mile run with DH up over the hills 700ft of elevation... Yuck. Dog walk, lunch and now genuinely considering a nap. I'm sure AF is round the corner. Looked back at my last 2 cycles they've been 25 days and 24 days so in theory should be any time now.... Joy

It's so faint it's basically negative 😩

@Joanna1009 no idea I'm afraid I don't temp and don't really understand it

@Amy00 🤞🏻argh I've got everything crossed for you hun

@Franklydear @notyetamumbuttrying I need to be a voyeur again too, I always forget about them!

@Franklydear @Kirky658 @Minster2012 thanks girls. Each month that goes past is harder and harder, and I'm just so sick of the disappointment now. Thanks for all being so kind xxxx

@amy2503 one for all, and all for one

@Amy00 everything crossed for you

@lucyrp oh yes I certainly am a dark horse but I'm very tame in this group🤣 I've got a few stories about my life, not good ones either, but if this group ever ends up discussing these certain topics I would definitely open up about some of my life experiences! Think me & you are CD12 today aren't we?

@Minster2012 I've only cum through sex once!! My cousin always cums through sex, bloody bitch🤣 I would definitely recommend sleeping with a woman!

@Vil10 if your OH would let you do it then do it!! If I was ever single again I think I'd like to do it with a stranger, maybe go to a lesbian gay bar & pick someone up that way, as last time I did it it was with a friend & we just experimented, I still see her now!! 🙈 weird thing is I don't even fancy girls & id never want a relationship with a woman as I like cock too much!😆
How many DPO are you so I can work out your chart if that makes sense

@InkyPaper so have you slept with a woman before? God sorry that sounds really blunt when I just write it like that🙉

@Newbie0818 im jealous right now, your pic looks lush!😍

@Hopeful110 im liking your positive attitude! Can you give me some please!

@amy2503 sending you hugs if you're feeling down!💞

@lucyrp that's abit shit about having to go to a baby shower when you're TTC. It's just draining having to paint on this fake smile😣

@Joanna1009 sorry I can't help I don't do BBT only RHR

@Amy00 I hope it's not a chemical for you😔 try later on this afternoon after a 4hour hold & limited intake of fluid or do one again tomorrow morning

@Kirky658 exercise is soooo good for mental health, I'm sat on the sofa in my gym gear trying to find the motivation to go on the treadmill but I'm just tooooo busy writing to you lot!🙉

@Chlo2701 I have a lot of life stories too in the short life I've already had 🙈 yes CD12 today! Do you know what I hadn't even looked I had to double check my apps to check what I was then😂 yeah should be okay baby shower the worst bit is my old boss is my friends stepMIL so going to have to see her and haven't seen her since I quit so 😬

@amy2503 we totally understand 😘

Ooo @Chlo2701i cum through Sex a lot, maybe I'm easy to please though DH doesn't say that about me in any other aspect of life 😂 and now I'm really intrigued about your stories...give us a clue where to send the topics of conversation 🤔

Oh and I've ordered some sex dice...not wooden unfortunately but I'm maybe gonna try do some wooden "sex tokens" to go with them

@lucyrp is it a virtual baby shower? Surely you can avoid your friends MIL if you need?

@Minster2012 no not virtual sadly 😂 there's only a handful of us so not sure how it's going to work anyway. Now got to do my hair and make up 😴

@Chlo2701 hahahaha to be honest I think my OH would be well up for it but would probs want to watch😂 I couldn't do it though, i feel like it would be cheating! Would only ever do it if I was to ever become single I think, I've never taken an interest in women and don't find them attractive either but I guess it's always good to experiment!! Hahahaha yeah I'd deffo go with a stranger, do you and your friend ever talk about it?? I didn't track this cycle or use opks but I had loads of ewcm on the 7th and 8th and from the pains too Ive taken the 8th as ov day, so presuming I'm about 7dpo now!

@lucyrp totally feel for you having to go to a baby shower! We did a virtual one for my friend last week, she's 35 weeks, I love her and her partner to pieces and so happy for them but her and my other friend who's baby is 1 next month I probably see them the most so when we're together it's constant baby talk and it's a bit like 😩

@lucyrp of course you are out of lockdown now so can see ppl, oh I miss that 😆people, parties, what are they?!

@Vil10 yeah there's literally me and my 2 best friends and that's our little circle. I haven't seen much of her lately as she's a hairdresser so been trying to squeeze in as many clients here and there around lockdown before she goes on maternity. She's 38 weeks now 🙈 I am really excited for her and really excited to meet her little baby, we went to OH best friend on Friday night too and they have a 3 month old and had cuddles. Recently I've been able to deal with it while we're there but it's after that gets me

@KateColx I have nothing other than sore boobs. I was hoping for something to calm me down abit sounds bad to wish it but I’d love to get abit of nausea as then it will feel real. Rather than worrying I’m going to miscarry again

@Amy00 everything crossed for you x

@lucyrp yeah I know what you mean! At the time I get involved in the chat and ask questions and even helped her pick stuff for the nursery, it's when you get home it hits doesn't it! Butttt we'll get there!!x

@Chlo2701 so even though I'm feeling extra crampy today and woke up with back pain and trying to not convince myself it's implantation, just compared last months chart to this months and they're the same, so just feel like this month is gonna do the same and dip the day I start spotting, I've circled the bits that are the same, the one on the left is last cycles, right is now x

Hahaha no worries @Chlo2701! I've not had sex with a woman no, kissed quite a few and fumbled around a bit 🙈 but I was (and still am) utterly useless in any kind of romantic situation and had spectacularly low self esteem (not helped by having absolutely beautiful friends - I felt like the troll under the bridge next to them 🤣) so never got any further.

@vil10 know how you feel, my RHR has dropped by just 1bpm today after climbing for a few days so feel like I'm out now...on CD26. Got the worst Backache though x

@Vil10 I'm not an expert on these charts at all, but I want to say you're about 4DPO, sorry if that annoys you😣 I'm only saying that because that's when you got a spike in RHR, & that usually happens to me, it shoots up once I ovulate. Can you see what I'm saying if you look at your chart? I hope I'm wrong & you are further along than 4DPO. & no we've never discussed it since funnily enough, & it was nearly 20yrs ago! I was about 16 I think.

@Minster2012 trust me you probably don't want to talk about these topics as they're pretty depressing & I don't want to trigger anyone off on this post, but if these topics ever come up I'd be happy to talk about them, especially if it would help any of the ladies on here that have been in these situations, as these threads are therapy after all aren't they! But my topics are all around abuse really. So not nice topics really😣
So you're another bitch that I'm jealous of then that can cum through sex🤣

@lucyrp hope the baby showers not too awkward hun🥴

@InkyPaper doesn't curiosity get the better of you sometimes though if you're bisexual? Does your OH know this? I've snogged lots of my girlfriends when I was younger just for a laugh! I remember once me & a friend were in a club & were getting hit on so we pretended we were lesbians to get rid of these men, & to prove it we just snogged right in the middle of the club, next thing we knew, we were surrounded by more men! Epic fail lol so never done that again! Who knew that 2 blonde birds snogging in a club would attract so many gawping men🙄

@Kirky658 I've been so chilled this TWW so far as well, I'm even considering taking my Fitbit off😂 I'm pretty sure someone said that their friends rhr was all over the place until she actually got a BFP so don't worry too much!x

@Chlo2701 it wouldn't even surprise me because I haven't been tracking so could be anywhere in my cycle😂 doesn't explain these cramps though, they're a bit like a stitch feeling! Yeah I know what you mean!! Thankyou for looking! Think I'm going to stop looking at it now and go back to being zen! That's good you've never had to discuss it since, however I think after a few drinks it would be a funny convo😂

@vil10 whereas I have been a psycho this TWW 😂 symptom spotting all over the place. Perhaps next month I'll be more zen lol x

@Chlo2701 yeah, I would say the curiosity is always there but it's kinda the same as wondering what it'd be like to sleep with anyone else as I've only been with my DH. Definitely fun to think about but I've no drive to do anything about it. DH knows though, he's known from the start I'm bisexual - sometimes we have conversations about women we find attractive 😂