Just to say have a geat time later today ladies! I'm very that I can't be there- hopefully you will all come and spill the beans though . So - whos going to eat my very large share of cake then?
I'm sitting here all on my lonesome, as dh is in Budapest, and I think I may be ov-ing, so hopefully there may be still some swimmers waiting to ambush - sory if tmi....
I think thats cause to sit and scoff a family sized festival gateaux by myself. In honour of the cake fest, of course.
Jules, I know what you mean about appreciating your dh more and feeling lucky. Hopefully that closeness will get the chemicals and hormones just so...
Hi to Ladylush, Torres, Wheely, Lissie et al. How are you all?
Popsy - if you are lurking, sorry to see you feel you need some time way, maybe it will be good to clear your head. I'll mis you though, don't stay away too long, and do make sure you come and tell us when you get that bfp! I have felt a bit similar, and made a decision to move forward taking some things with me, and leaving the others behind. I made this weird promise to myself while standing in th sea on hols with dh, that I was so lucky to have myhealth, family, dh, home, and future, that I was going to put all the negative thoughts and pain about my dads death, miscarriage an molar preg. in a wooden box, and leave it right there in the Carribean sea. I know where it is, put there is no need now for me to keep delving in. The good things and happy memories are all coming forward with me.
Hope this doesn't just make me sound wierd . It isn't something I have even told dh!
Special hello to anyone I havn't yet'chatted' with, a big hug if you are in need of one if you have just arrived and are feeling very raw xx