4DPO today - anyone joining the 2ww??

[ElsaTam]

Hello! I am 4dpo and already starting to look for preggo signs.. i know i know!..
This cycle I had again tender breasts during/after ovulation, but today at 4dpo I noticed that they are not that “full” anymore (I confess it left me a bit worried!).
Okp positive on 31st Oct and ovulation on 1st Nov. Temperature raised on 2nd Nov and kept high (had a small drop but today even higher than before). All good (I think??) but the breasts don’t seem tender anymore (Although progesterone levels seems good). It is the first month I am checking temperature. We are trying to conceive since July/August. September had a chemical pregnancy.
Whomever is out there in the same boat - please share your symptoms! Also, if anyone had experience with losing breast symptoms after ovulation.. please share your experience! Thanks!

[ElsaTam]

@justmumming1 you are today 8dpo right? Those symptoms sound very promising! Maybe you implanted early and already possible to see something in a sensitive test?

[ElsaTam]

Ladies, I got a bit of hope, but I know it's silly... just I read that a large part of implantation happens at 8 or 9dpo and thought: maybe by 11dpo my HCG was not high enough (10miu/ml) in case of implantation at 9dpo? I know this is so silly... Inside I am sad and couldn't sleep early yesterday, so I start to look for cases when people did not test positive by 11dpo with sensitive tests.. and also this article where says about the common 8 or 9dpo for implantation (www.healthline.com/health/implantation-signs#symptoms).
I know this is too silly and I should just let it go, but so hard to just let go all my hopes! At least a tiny bit one is here now. My temps are still high but the average I had after ovulation (36.6). I don't have those "nauseous" feelings, but breasts still full and I am still super bloated. I also read most of the women don't really have many symptoms (like cramps, feeling ovulation or implantation etc).... also this morning while driving to work cried a lot thinking about my baby (but this is due to this "phase"). I don't know. My hopes went a bit high again, but I won't test it now, I want to keep this small hope.
And tomorrow it will be a hard day for me (it will be 2yrs he left us) and I don't want to be focusing much on this, it will be my day to be with my memories. On Friday my AF is due, I will check temperature tomorrow and Friday and maybe it will tell me if AF will arrive or if this temperature keeps in the higher side. Let's see.. but it's not impossible to implant at 9dpo and have negative on 11dpo morning?... or do you find it difficult to happen?

[ElsaTam]

Sorry I wrote so much!

And wanted to ask: @rhirhibumblebee how do you feel hun??? Be strong and positive! You had an amazing line there!

[rhirhibumblebee]

@ElsaTam This must be such a hard time for you, lots of memories on your mind. Sending lots of love 💕. I can't even imagine what you're feeling. Make sure you give lots of self love!

I feel absolutely fine, no symptoms at all except I keep getting headaches (which never happen). Otherwise nothing. So don't give up hope xxx

[rhirhibumblebee]

@gemini1234 Thank you!

[ElsaTam]

@rhirhibumblebee yes I was reading that some women can have many symptoms but in fact the normal is to have just the same symptoms as when period is arriving..
But I was asking how are you feeling not about comparing symptoms (or lack) but to know about you :) hope you are more positive today that the baby will stick and you will have an amazing pregnancy and delivery ❤️
Anyway, i am crossing all my fingers for you 🤞🏻🍀 it was amazing to see some lines here!!! keep us posted!

[Aggie53]

@rhirhibumblebee congratulation !! thats what all of us are hoping for but so thrilled for you !! the best news ever ..great to hear someone succeed !! i would be over the moon :)

myslef im feeling a bit low today i still not sure which day exactly my ovulation was :( so maybe im 4DPO or maybe 6,7 DPO. I felt my breast full heavier, and many cramps so so bloated unusual gassy no sleep and headaches !! today nothing :(

[ElsaTam]

@Aggie53 did you test today? Sounds early I think... good luck dear 🙏🏻🍀

[Aggie53]

@ElsaTam no i didnt , i wont test until my period is late! its juts the way im ! maybe too afraid of disappointment, never tested before my period.

Hun im heart broken reading your message it must be so difficult and emotional time for you with upcoming date tomorrow and with this extra pressure now.Please dont loose hope you never know what can happen ..i know you wish for BFP so we all , it will come at the best time! maybe the least expected!! keep your hopes up!! sending you a million hugs xxxx

[gemini1234]

Will be thinking of you hun. I know how you feel lovely 💚❤

[ElsaTam]

@gemini1234 ❤️ you know it so well unfortunately... I started to feel so nervous/anxious today, but I know it is related to him. I want another baby very much, but he will never ever be replaced. I am sure you feel the same! my heart is with you as well ❤️🙏🏻

[ElsaTam]

@Aggie53 you are so wise! That is the best! I somehow understood that you tested, bad interpretation...
Thank you for your lovely words 🙏🏻 indeed, this all came at the same time, it is su strange. Such mixed feelings. I feel bad in a way that I tested by 11dpo, but at least now I am prepared for anything. My hopes are a bit higher, but not much. Tomorrow is a day of grieving for my baby boy, not to be sad if really not pregnant. So I won't test again, only on Friday or Saturday.
I wish to see here soon many more pics with 2 lines from all of you (and me!) ❤️🍀🤞🏻

[gemini1234]

I was stupid and tested on a cheapie strip. BFN. 13 dpo and AF due tomorrow or Friday. Feel like its coming now 🤦‍♀️

[ElsaTam]

@gemini1234 , I know the feeling... but how much miu/ml has that cheapie? Maybe it's not sensitive enough?

[gemini1234]

Looks like a pretty sensitve one. 10Miu 🙄🙄🙄

[ElsaTam]

@gemini1234 I know the feeling.. sometimes I think why these sensitive tests even exist? Maybe it would be better to accept we have to wait for due af and that's it. These early bfn's only add more frustration and then we still have to wait (and sometimes raising new hopes...).

[NewUsername0123]

@ElsaTam hope your ok, thinking of you today x

[justmumming1]

@ElsaTam Morning hun, sending lots of prayers and love your way. xxx

[ElsaTam]

@justmumming1 @NewUsername0123
My dears, you are really awesome. Thank you for the support 🙏🏻 I took homeoffice, have to work, but at least I don't have to see anyone. I have a box with his things (a baby body he wore more, his pacifier, his toy..) gives me peace to go there, to cry, to smile and to remember him. So sad that this happened, but I trust in life and how it should be. ❤️ I have anxiety today and relating to this date.
Not stressed today about being pregnant or not.. will be how it has to be. I measured my temp, still 36.60 C, but I know it can drop tomorrow (af due date). Tomorrow will see...
🙏🏻 I am so happy I did this post and I got you all to answer and to be together in this! In the beginning, I didn't notice my due period would be in these dates, but couldn't be more thankful to have you there in that side and sending me support 🙏🏻❤️

[Aggie53]

@ElsaTam my thoughts are today with you !! mind yourself hun loads of love xxx

[ElsaTam]

@Aggie53 thank you hun 🙏🏻❤️ xxx

[ElsaTam]

My temps fropped 0,5 C .. I'm not pregnant :( although all symptoms seemed so promising to be honest)... not my month.
Good luck to you all! Keeps us posted! Still here! 🤞🏻

[ElsaTam]

My temps dropped *

[ElsaTam]

Both tests are sensitive (down is early predictor - says 6days before period and I guess 10miu; the upper is facelle - says 4days before period and in box says 10miu)
I see a vvvfaint line in the facelle one... but i think it's indent line. :(
I have been with insomnia almost all the 2ww, but i think this drop was significant..

[justmumming1]

ah sorry hun! I think im out , havnt had a positive test and just waiting for my period to start now. to be honest im lookimg forward to taking a break now smd just enjoying myself a bit!