The Hut of Gl/Doom Part V- for the unapologetically despondent

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The new hut. Ta-da!

This one is a snug little basement World War 2 type nightclub, with dim lighting, snug velvet sofas, red walls and certainly no politically correct smoking bans. Occasionally certain selected men may be admitted at our convenience.

Sit down, make yourselves at home, and never, ever apologise for feeling like shit. That's about it.

Mich I havent even gone down the road off consultants yet. I dont want to think that there is something wrong with me. I am hopeing that I am just being unlucky. I have an appointment tomorrow at Allergy specialist center in London. I shall be grilling them if there is a link between my increase in allergic responces & 2 mcs.

I second the role on 2008 and sod off to 2007!

Mich I havent even gone down the road of consultants yet. I cant bear the idea that there might be somthing wrong with me. I want to be unlucky.
I have appointment with Allergy Specialist center tomorrow in London. I shall be grilling them if there is a connection with 2mc and allergic symptoms.

I second the role on 2008 and sod off 2007

I'm such an optimist that I haven't even considered (consiously) that there might be something wrong with me, I just want someone to confirm that I'm fighting fit and have the eggs of a 20yr old non smoker, plus a lot of bad luck! I might need to start being more realistic but sometimes it's just too over rated . I'll jump those bridges when I come to them [fgrin}.

Good luck at the Allergy centre tomorrow, I hope they can give you some answers.

Well - other than my bad spelling which is pretty self evident!

Bugger I posted twice. I obviously didnt get the last two pages of posts!!! I have now read them all!

Life is a big pile of dirty pants.

Yes I am with you on the optomistic level. I have 2 DDs so I know that on a basic level some where in the past I am/was ok. It is just that now I am having problems.
Maybe I am just a selfish cow who is being greedy.

I pity the poor Docs tomorrow they are so gonna get it from me.

Sometimes it feels that way!

hi both. ronshar, you deserve answers! print off as much info as you can it'll make them take you seriously

Hey lady. I have been away since Thursday and the whole place has gone bonkers!!
The MC avengers are all down in the dumps.

Poor bloody Jules. I wouldnt swap with her for all the gold in the world But I would give it away if it would make it better for her.
How are you my love? Have you got your appointment yet?

I am treating my lovely family to a marvellous meal of home made chips and fish fingers. They better not moan or they will all get it too
Annabell Karmel would have my guts for garters.

I'm Nigella Lawsoning this evening but only from the "express" programme. My type of cooking, grilled pork chops with Gnochi in a mustard and cider sauce. Any complaints and it will be dry bread all round

I love Nigella as she really doesnt give a shit does she! I have never read an Annabell Karmel book in my life. I firmly believe my DDs have only made it to 8 & 3 because I never cooked for them as babies. What wrong with HIPP jars???

lol we are having pork chops and chips with gravy

might pop onto the mc thread. just finding it tough to be positive and dont want to "infect" them. no word from hospital yet finding it tough not to symptom spot

My dh is a much better cook than me but even I can whip up something from Nigella Express. Saying that my favourite meal is Fishfinger Sandwiches so I'm envious of your DD's this evening, somehow I don't think DH would thank me for it

My DH is also a much better cook than me. He really enjoys it. But he loves chips. I do not. I am a pasta girl. Either way they make me fatter than I should be so whatever, as my DD1 tells me all the time

Chips and gravy Lissie. Yummy. I can always make room for that.
Symptom spot away, I am the last person to tell you otherwise. Just be realistic about your chances. I am telling my self it is better to not get pregnant again until I have got some answers from the quacks. That is just a smoke screen mind you. I am getting desparate again. I can feel it riseing up inside me like a poison.

I have been feeling very miserable tonight. I don't know if it was the -ve digital opk that sparked it, but as I am only CD11 I shouldn't be getting upset really. I think it might have more to do with the knowledge that I would be 8 months pg at this stage. With January nearly upon us I feel quite low.

Ronshar - hope you get some answers with the allergy testing. I thought about getting this done too.

Mich - I'm 36 next month, so similar age. It's good that you are an optimist - helps you to change the emphasis from "no live babies yet?" to "no live babies yet" - iyswim

I am with you there Lady. Whole tub of B&J. Still feel crap, oh well.
I shall let you know what they tell me. Probably that I am nuts If they only knew the half of it!!!

Well sorry to disappoint but you are not even nearly nuts - I speak with authority

Ha Ha. We shall see later!

HI all - so this is where you're all hiding (Wheely peers over contact lenses at the ttc after m/c posse) - think this may well be my spiritual home at the mo. CD1 AGAIN. Cycle, can't remember. Arse.

Hello to those who don't know me - in a nutshell, I had a m/c July 06 and have been ttc ever since. Have a dd who is 3 next month.

Will give it one more month and then we're going to book a skiing holiday - missed it last season as I would have been due in March and then thought I'd be pg again and then couldn't face the idea of it when neither occurred but this year I've had enough of life on hold.

I so wish I could give up trying.

Hi Wheely Sorry you are on CD1 again

thanks LL - I have a longish cycle but CD1 always seems to come around v. quickly.

Yes I was thinking how strange it is that I have had such a shit year, yet it has flown by

yes it has hasn't it - I can so clearly remembering thinking this time last year... hmm not sure if I want to be pg this month as I don't want to be 7 weeks at christmas as it'll just be a worry..... and obviously i wasn't and here we are a year later and still not. This year I'm thinking - will I be by NEXT Christmas..

Worse still - I am now starting to think will I ever be