TTC after pregnancy loss- thread 23 🐧🐧

[Boboelephant]

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Here's the new thread. This is a lovely supportive thread for anyone who has suffered the loss of a much wanted baby. Affectionately known as the penguin huddle- this is the place to survive the ups and downs of this crazy journey.

Kicking off with a roll call:

Boboelephant
Age: 35
TTC #2
DS 2.5
MMC at 10 weeks in December 2017. Ectopic rupture in November 2016.
Cycle 6 post MC. Trying since September 2016.

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@fnej01 glad you're feeling more positive and got your negative test. Spa night sounds lovely. You're right, it's really important to be kind to yourself and DH- not just treat them like a sex robot! 😂 also to do nice things and enjoy other aspects of life.
@Cakelaur thanks hun. Fx! Random question for you. I know you drunk though the tww and had a few the night before you got your bfp when you thought you were out. Do you remember feeling worse after drinking than usual? I had a couple of wines last night, nothing excessive and not late to bed, but today I feel like I had a massive party! I have already been sick, feel like I could be again and feel all hot and dizzy. It's very weird!

@Mistymeow oh my gosh! Go and fish it out of the bin!

@Mistymeow defo fish it out the bin!!!
@Boboelephant I feel like we should double check your test too! Fresh eyes and all that. I don't remember feeling too rubbish after drinking (but I was quite a big drinker) OH and I would often polish of a bottle of wine with dinner (every night) 🙈 I tried to cut down, but ttc made me NEED wine! I did however wake up several morning after my bfp feeling hungover in general (obviously no alcohol consumed). Most mornings in the first trimester I was mega groggy. So this could be it @Boboelephant eek! 🤞🏻🤞🏻🤞🏻🤞🏻

@Boboelephant omg it sounds like a bfn might be in your very near future everything you said today sounds like pregnancy. I'm keeping my fx for you lovely

@Mistymeow you should definitely go grab the test from the bin!

@Boboelephant that sounds so promising! I’m keeping everything crossed for you. Definitely still in with a chance 🤞

Fingers tightly crossed for you Boboelephant and Mistymeow, I would also like to see these tests. Sickness is very suspicious Bobo....

Haha you all made me laugh out loud!
Ok I will put up picture just so you can see how white it is. Although I totally admit to inverting it on FF several times and at one point was convinced I saw something. DH disagreed! 😂
@Cakelaur hahahaha I guarantee you it is not because I am a cheap date, don't forget I'm an Aussie!
@Lilimum4 and @hayleyfx ah thankyou! God I hope so!!!!!
@KnitKitty 'Sickness is very suspicious Bobo....' 😂😂😂😂 I'm crying over this! 🤣

Haha well ok ive fished it from the bin as requested. It's a bit bent and I can see it's developed an evap line directly below the control line, and my squinter below that looks like its little grey friend! I'm fairly confident this isn't my month. For me that's an evap on my test.

@Boboelephant lol I just reread my comment and hope you realised I ment bfp not bfn I should really check before I hit post

@Mistymeow I will stay quietly confident for you whilst you are cautious. I think for an IC before af is due that's a definite line but I understand not wanting to get your hopes up. My test looks even whiter now!
@Lilimum4 haha no worries hun, I knew what you meant!

@Mistymeow i will be interested to see what you get in a day or two, im pretty sure there is something there! 🤞
@Boboelephant Iv just scrutinised your test hoping i found something, but your right. Its pretty white! Not over yet, and you have had some pretty positive symptoms this month!! Still hoping and 🤞for you...not out till af and all that!

@Mistymeow there defo something on that test. Eek!!! Can't wait to see what the next couple of days bring.

@Boboelephant I want to agree with you but then something keeps catching my eye. So for now to save false hopes, we'll say it's negative. But I'm hopeful that I'm wrong. Eek 🤞🏻🤞🏻

Thanks @Cakelaur and @YellowDaffodils86. I know it's a long shot as the test is pretty white! I know what you mean though @cake every time I am 100% convinced there's nothing something catches my eye. I think it's probably me hallucinating from the intense concentration of staring at it! Anyhow I've gone and bought some cheaper Morrisons tests and if no AF in the morning I'll use them so I don't waste my last frer. Keep everything crossed for me ladies!!

@boboelephant @mistymeow good luck ladies! 🤞🏻🤞🏻🤞🏻

OK so you ladies have to promise not to laugh.
I suffer from acne and I use the sun beds to help my skin, so I though it might be a bit cute to have a thing mark ( you know a little bit sexy cute) for when DH gets back next week. So I doubled up ony time because I'm working all week and can't go again this week but I burnt my bum lol I really am an airhead

Definitely something there Mistymeow

Yeah, Boboelephant not anything to write home about yet. Still feeling hopeful for you. xxx

*Thong not thing this new phone is doing my head in

Boboelephant, Cakelaur Looking again there is something that keeps catching my eye too, but don't know if it's just where the line is supposed to show when positive, can't tell if there's any colour there or not.

@Boboelephant @Mistymeow Keeping everything crossed for you! 🤞

@Lilimum4 Ouch! Burnt bum sounds painful. I have horrendous acne which is even harder to deal with whilst I'm hating my body for letting me down. My facialist would kill me if I went on a sunbed lol!

@RedRobin7 really it seems to help mine

@RedRobin7 totally understand that hun. My family go mad with me because I call my self a scabby fat failure

@Lilimum4 Yeah it's hard. I hate myself every day from the moment I look in the mirror and I feel so sorry for my DH having to wake up to my face! It's much harder to deal with after both MCs ☹️

@RedRobin7 totally get it hun I feel the same way

Thanks everyone! Well we shall just see what happens but I'm not getting my hopes up. I'm just assuming I'm not, much easier that way.

@boboelephant I also think I saw a shadow on yours but I'm not really trusting my eyes right now! Fx

@lilimum4 get well soon bottom! Ouchy!

@boboelephant and @Mistymeow I'm not very good a squinters but I think I see a line on both tests eek fx for darker lines