@weasledee step away from google lol. I take it you have no af and bfns? So frustrating! Like bobo said, are you sure you ov when you did. Fingers crossed though!
@RedRobin7 ah sorry you are in Pain. I miscarried at the same point in pregnancy as you. It was quite painful at times. If you are worried then make sure epu or doctor see you. Its hard enough without extra stress And worry. I feel so sad for you, I remember we were at similar points in cycle and waiting to test. Its very unfair. Much hugs for you.
@Boboelephant hey. Im good, im amidst ovulation! I think today or tomorrow. Annoyingly no bd yesterday as the football was on and that lead to a drunken dh who is in the dog house! But kinda need to get one more in tonight. So he may be forgiven😂
How are you? How many dpo are you?
I came across this earlier, its the very first post i ever wrote, shortly after my mc.
It feels sad to read it back, but i wanted to post it here, for everyone who is in those first few days/weeks or maybe others who it might just help in some way.
I dont feel like this now. Its almost like someone else wrote it.
Of course i have sad moments and frustration and wont ever forget, but time did heal and i moved on from all that hurt, so have hope it does get better.
Its also the post that lead me here😊
So this is my first post, iv read about a million since i had my coil removed and this journey began.
Its a shame my first post comes under these circumstances.
I was lucky enough to fall pregnant on our first month ttc, but just over a week ago we found out that at 6w4d the baby hadn't developed, and that was why i had started bleeding, i was having a miscarriage.
Iv stopped bleeding now, about 9 days in total. Last week was misery and i feel slightly better this week, feeling i can function relatively ok.
Im just fed up and sad underneath it all.
Im so disappointed, iv never felt so disappointed before. I feel fed up of trying to be positive. Yes i can try again, but in reality i just want the baby i already made.
I feel a desperate need to try again and hopefully become pregnant again, i hate having this hanging over me and feel the whole experience of starting a family has been ruined.
I try to think how lucky i am with the normal cliches, that people dont stop telling you!
I do know so many women face tougher challenges and go through worse. To those women i dont know how you do it.
I just feel lonely, sad, frustrated and i guess a bit angry.
I should have been having an early scan Saturday followed by first midwife appointment next week. It makes feel sad that these wont happen now.
Every friday is a new week and i cant help think 'would have this many weeks this week'
In a month or so i could well be pregnant again, who knows, but everything feels muddled and strange and i guess tainted by this traumatic experience.
I guess i just wanted to hear from others and if you understood what i have said in anyway.
Xx