ourstar and tea what you've both been through is just awful. I'm so sorry, you definitely deserve some sunshine. we are all here for you though, this group is lovely.
lilli you are in no way replacing your baby. they are already in some way, even if not physically here part of your family. you are already a mother. If you have another baby you are adding to your family, never replacing, don't ever feel bad.
bean sorry you've been through the mill. that is a heck a lot of blood to lose. glad you're feeling a bit better now.
sparkle the loss of time is crap, but at least you can look forward now. i have high hopes for 2018 for us all too!
I am gearing up for my fertile window which should start in a couple of days, so I'm in that hopeful stage of my cycle where anything is possible!
And someone was asking about spotting? But yes after my mmc i got really annoying spotting for several days before and after my period which i'd never had before. It stopped completely after 3 cycles though, i think our bodies just take time to get back to normal. flat i'm sure thats what youve experienced with you feeling your hormones aren't 'right'. Its so hard not to want everything to be just back where it was straight away but we forget what our poor bodies have been through and they all need to adjust.
Those of you waiting on tests and crap feint lines i'm wishing you lots of luck.