Ah Snoopy I know it's so depressing! I've decided to just bunker down & keep trying, while accepting that it's going to hurt. It's sounds unhealthy but detachment has enabled me to bounce back much more quickly than I use to. Of course every day is different, and sometimes you can't help but feel complete shit!
Seeking, thank you. I don't think I'll be a source of good news this time around. But I do honestly believe we'll all get there eventually!
The who due date thing has bothered me a little bit... Mainly seeing how real the pregnancy became for people who got pregnant at the same time. Ouch ouch ouch :( You just kinda look at them and think how blessed they are... No idea how hard it can be.
Trying, I find myself saying similar to DH! If we can't remind ourselves of everything we do have, the journey becomes much harder. A warm home, good food, and 'I love you' every morning is so much more than most people in this world we ever have.
Went to the GP and she was more interested on getting me an urgent scan. She rung several people & half said no while the rest didn't answer. She was annoyed because she said she's done it before with no issues. So she's referring me to the clinic that just ran all my NHS tests as the letter said they'd see me again when pregnant. She says to hold out for whenever they give me a scan. If I've lost it by then to continue with the appointment but go my DH to request testing for both of us as a couple (as she thinks it's very reasonable for us to get some). There was also discussion about ivf if we can find an issue. So, she was very supportive, but in terms of help/treatment I've left completely empty handed. Not even a booking for anything! Standard!
Looking forward to the weekend!!