April TTC girls head into September - Autumn and BFPs here we come

[iamdivergent]

Stats so far (you know me, probably wrong! Argh!)

Steph1204 TTC # 1, 2nd cycle, BFP 12 june, EDD: 20/2/15
lillamyy1 TTC #1 cycle 4 BFP 11/8/14 EDD 18/4/15
Ducky23 TTC#2, cycle 1 BFP on April 17th EDD 25/12/14
Cupcake92 TTC #2 Cycle 4 BFP on July 22nd 2014 EDD 05/04/14
LuluJakey1 Age 35 TTC#1 Cycle1 BFP Late May?? EDD 04/01/15
bearsinmotion ttc#2, BFP 26 June, EDD 25/02/15
Poppet85 ttc#1 cycle 3 BFP 5th June EDD 10/2/15
Kitkatkaty87 ttc #1, cycle 1, BFP 7th June EDD 15/2/15

iamdivergent ttc #3, heading into cycle 8 (BFP/AF around about 24/08)
MrsPopple29 ttc #1, cycle 5 (August)
Me624 cycle 4 (?)
21questions ttc #2 (cycle 1 august) Age 30
ToriB34 Age 34 TTC #1 (mmc July)
bradders
Siarie, TTC #1, cycle 2 not sure when AF due as last cycle was irregular
LenaW2109 cycle 6
CP1299 I am 35 TTC1 cycle 1
Tylastar TTC #1
Macmissy Age 34 TTC#1 Cycle3 (+ cycle 3MMC Aug 14)

The successful list is getting so much longer - fx for the rest of us!

AF arrived for me today again

That will teach me to get my hopes up.

Hope everybody else is having a good day.

Wine for me tonight

Sorry to hear AF arrived 21 :( :(
Enjoy ur wine tho!!

All day all I've thought about is tomorrow morning :( I'm gonna go to the scan to be told the same thing that my baby has passed away. But to be sat down and have the options explained to me of how I will get rid of my baby :( :( I dunno if I can do this. Not sure I'm strong enough. :( never had something like this happen. I'm so scared tbh.

Oh Cupcake I've been thinking of you all week, there is a slim chance that progress might have been made but you should prepare for the worst.

I've always assumed the worse so I won't be surprised if I don't get to 12 weeks, I don't know why I just always have.

Sorry about AF 21

Cupcake, I will be thinking of you. Sending you and bean loads of love and really hoping for the best x

Im sorry cupcake here's me moaning about af and you are going through this. Puts it into perspective.

Its an awful thing to happen and Im so sorry you have to go through this. I hope and pray for a miracle for you tomorrow

It's the "getting rid of" I don't think I'm going to be able to do :(
I don't believe in the methods used as I'd feel like it's me killing my baby. And it completely goes against what I believe in. But I don't think I could sit and wait for it all to happen naturally it'd be too emotionally draining for me.
It so hard :( at the moment I just don't know what I'll choose. :/

And 21, AF Is also an emotional time when TTC. As all u want is that bfp! So don't be sorry. It's still hard seeing AF pop up.

Well try and relax tonight cupcake, I really hope it is good news for you, maybe it will be. We will all support you through the rest. Is your mom going with you?

Who is going with you Cupcake? Whoever it is, needs to be able to listen really carefully if it is bad news because you will be so upset.

I so hope it is good news. Will be thinkng of you and hoping for the very best.

How did DS cope with his injections?

I hope it goes as well as it can tomorrow cupcake

My mom and DH are coming with me. I don't expect it to be good news tho.

Thanks everyone tho. It's nice to be able to come on here and vent my feelings and get support! :)

Lulu DS was very upset. He had 3 separate injections done. He's been crying on and off all day as I think his legs are tender. But he's coped very well :) will see how bedtimes goes!

Well I am still cross with DH after last night. He has done a full day at work today and is exhausted and feeling very sorry for himself. I am not feeling any sympathy.

He has just asked about tea and I said 'Oh don't worry about me, I am going round to Jude's for a meal and a gossip. I'll be back about 11'.

He is ferreting round in the fridge. 'Have you not had a chance to do any shopping Lu?'
'No, been really busy all day for the last 3 days DH. Get yourself up to Sainsbury's'

'I'm really tired and I've got work to do. Anyway, I've left my wallet in my jacket at work with my debit card in.'

I am leaving him to it. Couldn't give a toss really - as much as he was bothered about me last night.

Hahaha sweet revenge lulu!

Great. I've smashed my iPhone screen. Completely smashed all over.

There's no hope for tomorrow now. Start of bad luck. :(

I am back after a lovely time with my friend. DH is looking pathetic and saying he hasn't eaten. I have said 'Oh dear, well that was your choice.' and come up to bed in the spare room. I don't want to sleep with him. He is annoying me just by existing. (This is sounding hormonal again).

He has just said- from outside the room door- 'Come back in our bed Lu'.
I just said 'I need some sleep and it's too hot in there'.
What I really meant was 'I would if you moved to another planet DH'

I am going to work early.

Good luck tomorrow Cupcake- all the luck in the world. Let us know.

Aw lulu :( hormones can be very up and down! I hope u do end up back in bed with DH soon :) but I'm glad u had a good time with ur friend!
And thank u lulu. Going to just go in and be as strong as I can. Ill update as soon as I'm able to. My appointment is at 9;45am.

DH needs to apologise for last night. Insensitive git! Oh, I can feel the rage waning really but he needs to apologise and bloody think about what he does and says. At the moment I could not bear to be close enough to hear him breathe.

FX and everything else too for tomorrow Cupcake. Night, night!

Thinking of you today cupcake. X

Good luck for today cupcake, we're all supporting you!

Thinking of you cupcake.xx

Thinking of you today cupcake

Thank u so much everyone. Support on here is amazing. Thank u.
I've been sick this morning but I think it's just nerves. Just about to leave. Glad my mom Is going to be there. Ill update when I can.

Good luck cupcake thinking of you

Keep us updated cupcake I still have hope for you. Have you had your scan yet?

I was actually sick this morning, but then I felt much better. This sickness is really draining but at least I'm getting moments of feeling ok.

No growth at all from the last scan and no heartbeat. Our baby passed away at 6 weeks :'(
We got a picture and I'm booked in for the surgery tomorrow.
My poor baby has gone :'(