Firststar - I hate that stage you are at. It's like having an axe above your head waiting to fall and you just want to get it over with. Is that normal for you to spot so long before starting AF properly?
Oinker - wow. I am really impressed with you, you know. I am so, so glad you got to be seen, and doubly glad that you have exceeded their guideline weightloss for the op. You really have done all you can to make it go well, haven't you. There can be no 'what ifs?' on your part.
How many dress sizes have you dropped? Are you looking really good?
Andi, (((hugs))). The wait must be torture.
I wish someone would invent a little camera we could have implanted into our bellies so we can watch whats going on all the time on our TVs at home.
Janus, if you are not sleeping and spotty you really sound like you need to think of some relaxation techniques that work for you and ways of getting time out for yourself. I know what it's like, I too had insomnia and got a stye on my eye from the stress of my FSH results, but it's not healthy. I admire your attitude about stopping at 2 if you do encounter problems - I only have my dd and don't feel so laid back about it, my stomach kind of constricts in panic at the thought of her being an only child, but it would help if I could lose that fear.
I am on CD15 or CD16 - I definitely ov'd yesterday. We didn't BD yesterday though as it would have felt forced - we did it the day before but I now have a bit of a worry that maybe we should be trying harder. The trouble is, I really want to avoid us both feeling forced. It won't have made much difference will it??