Ooh scan Monday Chintaria? I'm here squeezing that hand already! All great signs re sickness and stuff... 
Waves to all
Just come on for a bit of a weebly moment, not referred to weebliness for ages but apt right now, David is in having his vasectomy this morning.. Have felt nervous re the physical, but increasingly agitated then as txing a friend got all teary as I realised the whole psychological and emotional impact was hitting me, after all we've been through, the end of that journey, the 9 babies we've made, (I often wonder if there were more we didn't realise about too, chemical pg ect), it's just a culmination and finalisation of such an intense part of our lives, so grateful we've been blessed with the 2 beautiful children we have, slightly sad to know we definitely won't have any more, but logically knowing a successful pregnancy would be highly unlikely anyway, but also emotional as our last lost little baby was due around the 8th July, in just a few weeks, so a wierd scenario now.. And breathe! Sorry just got so teary txing friend, felt only right that I post, as no one understands or truly knows our journey like you all.. One of the mums at the school this morning actually asked me if I'd have any more! I just laughed it off, didn't explain after today there's no way at all! Anyway, as usual, better out than in.. I shall weeble off now and await news from my DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDH and hope that he's not in too much pain
Right now I'm just back to worried wife.. 