TTC #2 and turning into a nut job! Part 2!

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Still ttc. Still nutty. Come join us

Well I'm starting to symptoms spot and can't find any! Except nausea but it seems it's now part of my pre-af routine too

How many dpo stone?

geta I'm on 10 dpo

Morning!
Still smiley opk this morning so keeping up the dtd. Bit too hot for it though!

One of my NCT posted on FB moaning about being 7 months pregnant, hot and feeling ill. Took a lot of strength for me not to add the following comment "at least you're f**king pregnant". I know that makes me sound awful but it's what i really felt like saying!

Good luck at EPU geta let us know how you get on. Sounds positive though!

Not far to go now stone

Morning

I have my blood test this morning, then working all day. It is already too hot

Good luck at the EPU geta everything crossed it was a break through bleed xx

Thanks gang. Hope all goes well with blood test talla. When do you get your results?

Symptom spotting at 10 dpo sounds positively restrained stone , well done. Have you had anything else? I always notice headaches first.

I agree with it being too hot to have sex! Gotta keep at it though fedup!

I am sat waiting at epu now, feel sick with nerves and have completely lost hope as line on test this morning strong, but not as as strong as when i was pg last time at this point. Feeling sad already, and am preparing for the worst.

Thinking of you geta. Hopefully it's just a scare and everything will be ok.

I feel for you geta as I sat in EPU for hours back in feb. fx it's just a scare / embryo just bedding in. Hugs xx

Just had a scan and there was nothing there. Feeling quite low. Wish i'd never tested and want everything to go back to normal to start trying again .

Morning ladies!

How are we all today?

geta hope all goes ok. Let us know how you get on!

stone im trying not to symptom spot here too, quite easy this month as I dont really have any at 9/10dpo af due around monday so shall probably expect to see the evil witch then!! Whens your af due?

talla hope all went ok with the bloods this morning. When do you get the results?

Ive gone onto this last page so cant see previous comments!! Duh abi!!

Hope you're all doing well. x

I'm so sorry geta! Its absolutely normal to be feeling low. An early loss is still a loss. Sending over a big hug and a tub of ice cream!

Thanks nin. I am stuffing my face with biscuits at work trying not to sob. Onwards and upwards etc.

geta I'm so sorry too. Big hugs. Amazed you are at work - you are really strong. You will need to have a big cry though as you must be so disappointed and I know how that devastation feels. Xxxxx

I'm so sorry geta. You should go home and be kind to yourself.

I'm 12 dpo and AF due tomorrow or sat I think. Terrible sore throat today and I think this is why my temp has gone up today! Tested yesterday and got a bfn so just waiting for AF to show up. No idea why I tested....why can't I just wait for the inevitable and save my tests?!

Dd had us up all night last night with night terrors and I am shattered today. She is so precious to me. Feeling horribly emotional today (pmt) and just keep hugging her and thinking at least I have one lovely child and am a mum and for that I will always be grateful, even if we can't have another one.

Sob!

abi af is due on Tuesday.

geta take care of youself

fedup enjoy the dtd

Geta - sorry about my post earlier I think we may have crossed posts. Big hugz to you.

one aww dont worry, we all do tests when any other non nutter wouldnt wait, but thats why they aren't on this thread with lots of other lovely nutters giving support. :0) im still keeping my fx just in case!!

stone do you know what, I actually think my af is due tuesday too, I looked at my calendar and the cd32 is then, and my af atm has been on the 32cd. So we are in sync on that!!

I know im not symptom spotting but have been having little pains low down, which is probably af on its way. I got a mix of emotions earlier on, as I texted my friend who I haven't spoken to in just over a month, she knows we are trying, and asked if I was expecting yet. No was my answer, I asked her if her af turned up, as they are not ttc as they have 2dc already and then she said that one did..... so it turns out that they got accidently pg!! I think what she thought was af was prob ib as she is 11+4 as when I texted she was on her way to her first scan!!! my timing is lousy where my emotions are concerned im really happy for her, but a little down bcos we have been trying since jan and a few chem pg's and af's later, nothing. My friend who isnt even trying and she is nearly 12wks!!!

I feel in need of a drink tonight, as my emotions doing royally doing my nut in!! Why cant I just feel completely happy for her, I feel selfish now!!

Gosh, sorry, rant over!! :0/

another non nutter would wait

abi def have that drink. It's hard not to 'just be happy' for or friends when we so so badly want to be in their situation. Fx it will be you when af doesnt turn up on tues (and stone)

I've finally pulled myself together to see my NCT tomorrow - been avoiding facing them as all pregnant but me :(

How are you doing geta?

one I'm often the same with ds. Particularly during the 2 ww I keep hugging him and have got way more protective over him since mmc. My theory re testing is I hate waiting. The longer I leave it the more my hopes build up so even testing early and getting a bfn is preferable to me waiting all the way to af, for it be a bit late but then bf bloody n. but then afterwards think "well that was a waste of a fiver"!

Fed up, nearing the end of my drink of white rum and coke, namely because im sure of af turning up at some point, feel I may have to 'top up' soon!! ;)

How is everyone this evening?

I'm on my second corona and just waiting for DH to come home for some food and shagging

I'm definately drinking during my 2ww. Especially as if I get a BFP it would have been my kast drinks for 38 weeks

Yep im with you on that one stone! ! When I was pg with ds and didnt know I was I was on a camping holiday and was diving into drinks and having loadsa smokes so I thinkrwe can all play the ignorance is bliss card atm, we have sooooo earned it!!

Ooooh fedup, I love Corona! Especially with a slice of lime in!! Has to be drunk from the bottle in my book!!

Yep, two ice cold coronas with a slice a lime in the top of the bottle. Amazing.

Me to re drinking in 2 ww this time. I have a wedding on 2 aug, the day before af is due though so if it hasn't rocked up by then (which think it will as early ov this month, tends to equal shorter cycle with me) i will test on the Friday before / sat morn.

When I was pregnant with ds (but didnt know it) we (DH amd I) were voted most drunk couple at a wedding in Scotland and I was up til 5 am drinking champagne cocktails and smoking! shock] af didn't turn up so POAS on the Monday after, still hungover. Terrible!! He's fine though.

Mmmmm corona and lime

Its amazing how our bodies protect when we are unaware that we are pg isnt it. And its also amazing how we adjust when we find out we are pg too, cutting out a lot of naughty things and leading a more apt lifestyle to adapt to being pg!!

Lets hope a few of us get BFP this time around eh!

Whats everyone up to this weekend?

Quite impressed with myself. Just had some of my pregnant NCT round.... Was really nervous bout it but I coped and was really nice to see them.

Basically a shed load of BBQs and a kids 2nd bday party this weekend for us abi, pretty standard! Oh plus some shagging, but only twice more (doing SMEP this month) to go.

What about you and everyone else?