Eggcellent Egg Buddies: are you IVF cycling in June/July/August 2013? Then get your druggy arses over here for some pure fucking menkulling...

[juicypair]

NokklingtonStStation, I couldn't find a new thread so I made this one, cock. Hope I did the right thing

Nooo! Juicy moosey, please don't leave. It won't be the same without you and we won't get to hear how everything has gone either. I, for one, am already looking forward to your posts from outer Mongolia or wherever the heck it is you're going for treatment x

Ill report back as soon as I know xxx I reckon its 80/20. Miracles dont happen to good people. And im damn fine!

tame I really hope you'll have some good news tomorrow, will be thinking of you - the waiting and not knowing is awful x

Ok just checked in to update and I see Jewcy has left us :-( not cool! The non-PC shite is what makes this Fred different to all the suicide worthy fake baby dust crap that isn't real!

I don't know what was posted but was it bad enough to push away the crazy non PC spirit lifter? :-(

Sad now...

Good luck Tame, will be thinking of you xxx

I know the point of this thread is PMA, laugh it off, swear a lot, try not to be seen to care too much but I REALLY hope all is OK tomorrow tame. Been in those shoes and wouldn't wear them again.

tame just to say I'm thinking of you. Fingers crossed! Keep us updated.

Thanks for best wishes. Been awake since 5am will update later as well on the penny convo- was fascinating and given us plenty to think about. Put it this way- DH is entering fertility boot camp and we are having no more treatment till his sperm improve. She thinks our main reason for infertility/miscarriages is his sperm dna. Interesting stuff.....

Tame I was the same on burserelin. The stuff is fucking evil and the main reason I am now doing natural IVF.

Interesting tame. When you update on the Penny conversation, would you mention what his spaff tests were like and what fertility boot camp involves. My current hunch (and I've had several through the course of this crappy journey) is that our problem is sperm DNA, fuelled partly by some research last year which found sperm DNA ishooos in 80% of unexplained cases (which of course we are).

juicy please don't leave. I would never report a non-politically correct post (you should see the other forum I post on - it would have most MNers running away screaming). Enjoy your break!

buzz I'm glad you are sounding a bit better. It seems like the pesky steroids are really taking their toll though.

I got my cervical biopsy results yesterday. They confirmed a mild abnormality and gave me the option of having it treated or just monitoring it every 6 months. I'm of course going for the latter, which means we can crack on with the IVF next month!

euro im glad you can crack on with your ivf now when will you start?
tam good luck for today hope all is well.

At the moment everyone seems to be stressing me out people calling up for favours and moaning about their problems,they know iv started my cycle and im really stressed now and angry,am i being selfish or is it the drugs making me angry?

sorry expat glad to hear the peas are helping are you down regging or stimming at the mo

thinking of you tortie

hello to everyone else

Good luck today tame!!

Loving the drug talk last night - totes hilairballs!

Expat, no downregging or stimming. Just one injection for the trigger shot and then progesteron fanny bullets.

me period is due mid-June, so will call the clinic then. Probably means EC late June/early July. 2WOOFLING* until mid-July.

*stolen from the BESH - 2ww is not really adequate for the IVF 2ww so instead we 2WOOFL - 2 weeks of obsessive fucking lunacy.

just had my scan, only one sac and yolk seen, measuring 5 weeks, i'm at least 5w4d I know I should be happy and reassured but I feel more freaked out now, I felt with 2 I would get this whole shitty thing over with and that I would never have to go through all of this again, now I feel everything is riding on this one sac and I worry about what will happen next time when I know I should

euro i think ec collection for me may be around mid june im really really scared of it and the stimms ,i guess il have to talk things over with the nurse and may feel a bit better about it all im just finding this so hard at the mo.one minute im going with the flow and the next i am worried.
sorry to off load everyone

buzz i know im a fine one to talk but try and be calm and enjoy being pregnant easier said than done i know ,your little bean is doing well

juicy especially now - no one should be hounded away for 'open' expression. I find it cowardly that someone has secretly reported you.

tame take each day as it comes. Good luck!

mejust what are you worried about? Mind you thats a stupid question really. Each time I worry or think beyond tm I fight to stop myself. There isn't anything more that we can do apart from go through the motions so worrying won't help (i had intensive therapy on worry/anxiety last year, which I think is elping now).

I started 0.5 of bureselin on day 21. I also started my period 2 days ago which is a bit heavier but not more painful than it could be. Tough pain has lasted longer...

I feel absolutely fine, but I'm having bad dreams, which isnt necessarily abnormal for me. I think I'm going to stop looking for side effects.

Re drugs - the irony of having a grands worth of drugs in my kitchen, none of which will get me stoned!

Oh, i'm still fuzzy headed.... It was me who forgot deodorant yesterday. Luckily I don't get full 'ohmyfuckinggod,pleaseuseabrillopadunderthere' but I was paranoid yesterday.

Opps.

I hate being pregnant, if I had the money I would use a surrogate, there is nothing left for me to enjoy, its the constant worry knowing what it can fail at any time, I really don't ever want to go through this again, I just can't stand it

Poor buzzy. Were they happy with the scan and what you were measuring? No-one could blame you for feeling like this and pissed off with it after everything it's taken to get here. [Sad]

the scan is ok, they will rescan me in 2 weeks and then they will know, I don't think I ca stand the wait. I'm going to see if EPAU will give me a blood test next week, I just think if I had such high HCG in the beginning that one has failed and this one is not viable, I give up, nature is telling something

buzzy i really feel for you its awfull how your feeling i hope your next scan is good news for you.

life me im just anxious at times same as you my heads a bit fuzzy but the moods well being a bit snappy have set in a little ,i think not being in control of anything is the worst bit .iv got used to these injections but anxious as i know ill have to add to this in a few weeks .glad to see your doing well .

where r u juicy hurry up and come back