Hello All,
I'm sorry for the delay- has been a hard day 
I have lots of personals in my head about Juicys trip, Twink finally getting an answer and Nokkie being 11+2!! but if its ok with you, I'll update and then do some personals tomorrow. And update the list....
So, went to the scan. Was very, very nervous and had my lunch at work before I went over to the clinic. Popped to the loo just before heading to clinic and fuck me.....red
Just my fucking luck. You could not make this shit up. Called DH who was very positive so I promptly put the phone down on him. He was fine when we met in the clinic. Whittered a bit but I soon put a stop to that by offering him a knuckle sandwich. Just WAS NOT in the mood for 'red blood can be fine!!'
My friend called us in and dimmed the lights, called a nurse in and started scanning. Found a sac straight away and said if I lie very still, he would try to find a heart beat. Yolk sac was there and he eventually said he could see a small flickering- showed me and DH. I could see it but it was tiny. Nursey wasn't convinced and said she couldnt see it. Bitch.
So he said I was really really very early and not matching for dates which I knew I wouldnt be, I'm about 5/7 days out I think.
And I think my body has noticed that this little thing is too small and not right cos the bleeding is speeding up AGAIN. I really dont think I can stand the sight of anymore blood. Proper red watery blood. It cant be good all this bleeding.
I'm really not sure what to think. I'm so fed up of this. I'm sure you all are too.....its getting fucking boring to be honest. Good news, good news, bad news, bad news, bad news, good news, bad news, good news, shit news.
I'm so sorry that I couldnt say something happy today. You have all been so kind and patient but once again I am in limbo. Perhaps I should leave the thread because I am so arse achingly shit at 1) getting pregnant 2) staying pregnant 3) being positive and hopeful (hard when you are haemorrhaging) 4) I'm just a nob. 
We have a scan on Friday at Nurture and I am hoping we can just get some confirmation either way- good or bad. I am thinking bad considering I am wearing a massive sanitary towel. I only have one request- a D&C if its bad news. I hope thay will at least grant me that.
Sorry also if I sound resigned. Being tormented by your own body does that to you.
I am loving all the fab stories on here at the moment though- lots of ladies growing lots of fab eggs and Juicy- you are so close, I have everything crossed for you xxxxxxxx