Afternoon Ladies.....and joos 
joos you are more than welcome. It's so hard to stay positive all the damn time through this process, especially when you see stories of people who don't succeed. You never know, some cockage may cheer you up, so don't make any hasty decisions about whether to drag the chippy slag upstairs for a quick game of hunt the sausage just yet. I booked The Ivy the day before. It isn't as popular as it once was but still a lovely place to have a bit of scran and treat Ma Noks. Are you upright now ?
tame I am really pleased for you ! Four fertilised is really good. You're not exactly writing your four off just yet but I think the attitude of the clinic is putting you in a panicky frame of mind. They are YOUR embies and, to be honest, they/you can only make a decision whether to take them to blasto stage at day three. I think I told you that I had four fertilised and at day three, two were perfect eight cell embies, one was six and the other one was 12 cell. The embryologist made the decision to put the perfect two back inside me at day three, because the other two weren't at the stage they would have expected at day three. I.e., better to pop the perfect two back where they should be, as opposed to taking the chance and leaving them all to day five, when I could have been left with none. Now, there is an argument which says that the perfect two should have been left until day five because they were strong and had excellent grading (one was grade A and had no fragmentation at all, one was grade B with only slight fragmentation) but I guess they didn't really have any faith in the other two to come good at day five so in reality they had two decent ones to 'play with', and better that they put them back in when all is at it should be rather than taking them to day five when i could be left with nothing and therefore have had a wasted cycle. This was the guiding factor in their decision to call us back at day three. So, this is a fecking long winded way of saying that they and you should assess the situation at day three and you should not be forced into taking to blasto stage if you would rather not. I know that your head is all over the place because of what you have been through, and understandably so, but you need to wrestle some control back from the clinic here or they may railroad you into taking unnecessary chances. Just think Uma Thurman in Kill Bill if you need any inspiration !
Nook thanks for sharing ! Did you ever find out what late fertilisation is? The clinic should explain it to you so that either you or they can stop it from happening next time. Where are you, out of interest ?
expat welcome ! Tell us your storeeeeee 
buzz sounds as though there's something very alarming going on under your skirts today. Just make sure you don't take off with all that excess air about your person.
wish & euro hello gorgeous ladies.
Noks x