I am posting from the tent, via carrier pigeon. I mean I'm down and pissed off but not so bad I need to entirely retreat. I'm just in one hell of a grump. I have in fact been evil like this 
and flung some over cooked pasta almost but not quite at Hare yesterday. It is thankful he has a sense of humour. I will enthrall you with top 5 reasons for my EVILNESS later.
I am loving the glimpses of the 10 plussers in Real Life. I know it is hard to do without just punching in your full name but it has been a lovely thing to find out stuff about you lot I didn't even know after all this time. For whoever asked, I do Bikram, Ashtanga, Hatha and Forrest yoga. I just mostly do yoga! It keeps me surprisingly fit. I am a runner in my head, but since the op last year it hasn't happened as it has been a slow healer and I still have complications with the scar, which tends to rebruise very easily and hasn't knitted together very well. Ah ttc, how I love thee.
joycep i second that you are incredibly strong. And lady, if there are people taking time off for colds at your place, your days off are well overdue! I wish I could make this all ok for you and it is rotten that amount of time, emtotion and cash is not repaid fairly in this game. All the virtual support I can send to you. If you wanted a shoulder to cry on, I could be on a train in a flash. I am still hoping beyond hope that there is good news for you this week.
euro this is all so exciting. Natural ivf works. And they said you had high nk cells. I am happy for you in bucketloads and also incredibly comforted by what this means.
critter I am going to have to look up those trousers.
Nelly spotting is the devils work. See below! Come and sit in my Ye Olde Tent of Spotting. How much fun does that sound! I have cocktails. And black toilet roll!
Buzzy your posts don't half cheer me up lately. Loving the baker story. Is your MIL actually my mum?
tenmonths I remember you. I'm glad we've helped. I imagine we are read by a lot of people who don't post. Hello people!
doll how you doing lovely? Agreed that we want you to stay here, whatever happens.
lemon we talk about how we might build our family a lot. And I can engage with it very well. Until I start to think that is Might Be Real. And then i get freaked out by it all.
gin you still in train limbo? Loved your you update.
madness wave. I am curious about who you were before. Were you always madness? (senile emoticon) no need to say who you were.
I really am fed up at the moment. I know it will pass, I've had a few of these slumps in the past 2 years. But here is my countdown, sing along the old top 40 music.
At 5 - baby news from friends I don't want to hear or think about
At 4 - recurrence of glandular fever feelings. Again. it's been 14 months!
At 3 - Hatred of all talk of IVF and IUI and my consultants pathetic advice that i could have got from a builder.
At 2 - my rabbit is ill. And old. Scared. 
At 1 - My womb appears to have packed in. Spotting started on cd21, 7dpo. 14dpo get period. with a nice 2 days off spotting for mentalling. Period fairly heavy for me, temps remain high even til today. Spotting continues. Get one day off and now on CD10 I appear to have my period again. This is INSANE. I felt pre-mentrual all weekend even though my period had just ended. And i didn't get PMT before actual period, or cramps during it. Temps tiny bit lower this morning and lo and behold I have a period I think. So what the hell was the big bleed? I have therefore had high temps for 38 days. I am properly disturbed by it all. I thought maybe the temps hadn't fallen because it was my period but i haven't kept a chart, I just take my temp now like it is habit. So I can't really tell what is going on. So now I think I have some awful hormonal issue on top of everything else. And there is NO WAY I'm diffed, I've bled way too much. I is pissed off.
But I did meet a 10 plus baby today and they were beeyootiful.