Gather up your fertility spells and sign in for the lentil-weaving BESH woo hippy thread!

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Greetings sisters [puts flowers in hair]

Bring your very best woo & let's see if we can magick up a few baybees (insta-differs not allowed).

New recruits are required to locate the BESH spell aka the BESHtionnaire and submit for further scrutiny.

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Oh alywn if you're lurking, hope you have a good start back to the school year!

Howdy peeps.

Jethro, how goes the fertility evening?

Hope everyone else ok. Have been usefully occupying myself and so behind on the BESH activities. And am a bit drunk, so not going to even try and read up on the fred.

Unfortunately, I have the expectations of a perfectionist, but the drive and motivation of waynetta slob. So I live in near squalor, but feel really bad about it.

On a lighter note, ghj has bought me the most lurvely pair of heels. And I do love shoes. I wore them out on Saturday and spent most of the night admiring them. (I'm sparkling company eh?)

For those with any intrest, am on approx cd 65. Shitebags.

How're you Faife?

Cream crackered rosyposey and simply cannot drink enough milk! Tis liquid elixir!
Tis our wedding anniversaire tomorrow but himself is going away 'I forgot its our wedding anniversary and I'm going for the long weekend' so we had a nice dinner (he cooked), swapped presents (he got me a slanket, thoughtful in anticipation of a pregnant winter) and its been very nice. He has been helping round the house too. So pretty good :)

Sorry for posting and running, we had an early scan for reassurance, which was not reassuring. No heart beat at 6+4, which basically means it is a miscarriage waiting to happen. Another scan next week if it has not come out before. We're unsurprisingly devastated.

Shit shit SHIT. lem, I am so very very sorry. What happens next?

Oh sorry, yes, wait a week and then rescan.

How are you tonight? Are you together?

Oh lemony I'm so so sorry

lemons I'm so sorry.

The universe is so fucking unfair. Sending sneaky big (((((((hugs))))))) to you.

Shitebags driz. Fucking shiting hell.

So sorry.

What fizzy said. I don't understand why these things happen :(

Oh lemons I am so, so sorry :(

Thanks lovely woo-ers. Once it is all over, I'll be back possibly on the woo band wagon. The support is wonderful (but I cannot cope with being on the ante-natal boards at the mo, so give my love the PESHers, and hopefully be back at some stage).

There are massive woo waves of love and patchouli-scented comfort rolling out to you whether you are posting or not, and please come back soon as soon as you feel ready.

Well norf, I might have to sit out on the Patchouli-wafting, cos I am still diffed, just, and I definitely still have the enhanced sense of smell But after this is over we'll probably have a few months off, thinking about restarting treatment round Christmas or the New Year, at the moment.

But it is all possible/likely to change depending on hormones, emotions and desperate desire to win a BAYBEE.

Much woo-based love to you lemon

Chuh! Fine.

Desperation is a terrible motivator... I am surreptitiously shagging, despite being told my tube needs three months to heal. I simply can't stop.

I hope it's not an insensitive question, but how much of a chance is there that it was just too early for the heartbeat?

Here are my shoulders, they could do with a bit of a rub faif. Fanks.

Norf not much of chance, as the numbers were excellent at 16dpo, there is little chance of a late implantation... So it's slowed/stopped since. It was the size of 6+0 and no heart-beat. It probably means to stopped developing last weekend. And the making a heart-beat stage is very difficult, so sadly this one just didn't quite manage.

Re: desperation, I am hoping to be able to take a break (do the sechsing, but no injectables and no counting days) after this one. But the feeling of desperately wanting to try again, is already starting, even though I have lots of HCG knocking about...

Are you off work this week?

Oh for fuck's SAKE. My sister is updiffed. I am devastated.

Oh I'm really sorry North. That is really hard to take. Does she know what happened?

Also sending love to lemons as I know you're avoiding the PESH page understandably. So sorry and angry this has happened.

Oh norf. Was she TTC? :(

She doesn't know. None of my family knows anything.

Second bit of news. Just phoned for result of today's blood test (meant to show a nice descent to zero). My HCG has gone back up. Waiting for the registrar to phone me now to say what they want to happen.