O Little Town of BESHlehem: Population Waiting. We're no angels but we're being --really really-- mostly good...now give us what we want

[LauraPalmer]

Or we burn the place down!

Did I kill Fred?

Am here- have been to fireworks, traumatised molette, eaten doughnuts now thinking about watching x factor, since everyone else is switching off in droves ( I read the papers) and I always like to support the underdog.
I'm entering the absolute menkalisticated two days before droid. I hate this bit.

I'm just back from fireworks too - a four mile round trip hike! I need ice cream now.

I have been at a mini fireworks party with 200 probably about 8 toddlers. Nice and safe inside conservatory with squealing kids while MSB almost caught his arse on fire comedy moment
Have drunk one cider feel plastered.
Sympathies moley, worst time.

Am here too. Groping tits frantically because of a half-arsed twinge in the left one. I haven't had sex since before last droid. I am insane.

I feel ruff. Had one cider. Feel like puking. Have come up with a rhyme: I resent feeling this ruff/if I'm not up the duff
You like?
Anyhoo I'm going to bed. Nighty nighty.

Desperate tit grabbing over here, too...nothing. Grrrrrrrrrrr.

So tired though...perhaps because I am an insomniac and spent most of last night reading ancient AIBU freds? Pathetic.

We just got back from fireworks and Thai food. I loves a spicy Pad Kee Mow (Mao?) Now off to comfort my little pooch who really hates Guy Fawkes.

I'm also tit grabbing because they are varying due to weight fluctuations. Seem bigger than last week when Droid was lurking.
Not sure if naice quiet village I live in doesn't do fireworks after 8pm or if new double glazing is just really, really good?

I'm here, snuggled on the soda with my hot water bottle as my uterus falls out: owwwwww!!!!!

Oh lovely BESH's where can I pur-chase myself a wheat bag? I've been through so many HWB's today and feel rather bad about the amount of water I'm wasting.

Clomid Time tomorrow, just hoping I don't get too many side effects

Loverly rhyme; cider is the devil's work.

'night y'all

Of course I am on my SOFA not soda!

Happy Clomid Day, Cava!

From here cavelicious

Ps luff you BESHes

[snogs faith] Ta muchly! Only problem is, there are different colours and flavours! Which to chose??!!!

Googled the company name this is the exact one I have.

Ciao beshla! Good luck with first day of Clomid, cavemum. I shall be following your progress with greedy interest.

Loving drunk-on-a-single-cider-teenFaith. How about a belated morning snog? Freshly cleaned teeth and everything!

Well, I spent most of yesterday feeling sorry for myself - all self-inflicted so it's not as if I expect sympathy. Am feeling much, much better today. Hurray!

Am putting my rough state/big boobs down to fluid issues post massage plenty of water for me to flush put toxins cleared by massage or something
dor you were entitled to get phished drink a bit too much and therefore get sympathy for hangover.
Must now play keyboard in church and pretend I am aware of what's going on in life 15 mins already someone has commented on my vacant look

Loads of posts since my last visit so apologies for not addressing all individuals. My droid has left the building - and am back on the CBFM this month so have not dropped out of this ttc lark quite yet. However, have sneakily weighed myself this morning and have done vair well so am comforted that I might stop looking diffed soon. Am quite excited about becoming slim.

Did she hate the fireworks then Molina? smallboo enjoyed them but did ask me to stop them at one point as they were 'too loud'.

Epic sechs fail this morning. I am very very sad today. I keep thinking that there is still a chance of a FCFU but if we can't even do the sechs at the right time then I need to let that go. I don't tell SSG about the Right Time but he guessed today & then got all anxious about it. Aggghhh! Why is this so shitty and upsetting. Bollocks. He is under a lot of pressure at work & he doesn't really switch off very well. If nothing changes then I can't see how IVF will work & worry we are just setting ourselves up for massive disappointment.

Right, sorry about that emotional outburst. As you were.

X posts Boo

Oh darling Sunny

I hate all the pressure. There are times I have just wanted to do it via turkey baster because it would be easier than summoning the energy for the sechs. Huge luffs, it must be horrid having the FCFU pressure / hope in your head too. Let the fact that luffly previous ESH have been through the whole damn thing and won baybees (some are still in ESH wombs as we speak).

Well done on the scales Boo, I am in the same low-in-the-water boat & trying to sort meself out. Since i started ttc I haven't stopped eating it seems, like I'm trying to thwart my own efforts. Ever such lovely lady at the computer class I teach recently came up to me delightedly and said, "ooh, are you expecting?". Awkward silences all round. She hasn't been back since so I feel bad for her as well as myself. Anyway I know I am making myself unhappy in so many ways, just hard to break the cycle of despondency-munching-despair... But hopefully this week have managed to come up for air and make a start on reversing the process. Will let you know progress and look forward to hearing more good news for you, culminating in winning a baybee of course...