kicked off so many buses!(Dec 11,May12 & June) i'm now a Pilot for July 2012!!!!

[Mama5isalive]

ok,ok i know its not over till i see that stupid hag the witch on her tampon/bodyform broom! but really not feeling very hopeful although not POAS and not due until next week!
but i'm on the runway so get your passports ready heading somewhere Hot in July 2012!

UPDATE - have just been to check my cm and inadvertendly checked CP as well, and its low, soft and the opening is weird, like kind of open but closed!!! ARGH

GTR, I won't lie love, you've lost me! :) What does that mean? Good sign? Should you move back to the June bus for a little while ?!

Ha ha loulou I have no idea what it all means, it probably means nothing! If i get a temp shift then I will def have to jump back to the June bus as my due date if I was successful would be 5th June 2012 (EEK!!). Cramps have gone along with my thoughts of imminent hag arrival!! But only for now!! I keep getting twinges and sort of pinching senstation in the lower left area of my abdomen! Have no idea what that means either - again it's probably nothing and I am reading far too much into every little pain!!!

Morning ladies,

Can I also reserve myself a seat please??? I think (actually that should read, "know for sure", I'm just holding on to a tiny bit of hope!) I'm going to need it.

AF 3 days late, 2 BFN including one on Monday with a Clearbue Plus that would have worked from 4 days before I was due. Just waiting for AF now so I can start calculations again and finger crossing for next month!

Fingers crossed for all of us!!

Last day of my AF here, so I'm tightly strapped in my seat!

GTR - im so holding off dont want to get a negative!
you sound so intouch(pardon the pun) with you ladie bits!
ohhh loulou extra pillows!!!! hhmmmmmmmmm
im am not a POAS-olic and will not be seduced by it!!!!
Verycherry - me and you are very close in terms of awaiting AF! its ok we can remove you easily from the aircraft and im sure youll be happy to get off when BFP arrives!!!!!!does final saftey check on Bluetinkerbell!
welcome aboard it a short haul flight and hopefully you will reach your distanation real soon! BFP!!!!!

Completely understandable Mama5 - i wish I had your will power :) negatives are so depressing; you stay strong and test when you are ready!!!

Mama5, when are you planning to test again? Same question to you GTR(although you sound so in tune with yourself that you will probably not even need to!).

Let's hope it's short haul for all of us!

GTR - trust me im really confused dont know what is going on was on 28 days last month now im off!!!! AF no sign, maybe its lost somewhere!!!!
Very - i have not POAS as yet, so dont want a negative i will be so upset giving it a few more days till i do POAS!!!! clearblue taunting me!!!!!!!! test, test test!
ahhhhhh no sign of AF at all my luck she will get me while asleep!!!!!!
"WHY AM i WAITING, WHY AM I WAITING" someone strap me in tight so i dont nip in the loo POAS as i put the plane on auto-pilot!!!!!!!!

Hi, may I join you all? Only been on a couple of buses, but been trying aaages! My cycle is usually 35 ish days but AF has already got me this month, wasn't due for a week, so no idea what's going on. I really fancy flying off somewhere hot!

Mama5 nice to meet you, will you pleease do a test, only just read through this thread and I don't think I can stand the suspense!

Good luck to everyone!

very stupidly did a test this evening whilst I was POAOS and at first thought there was a faint positive but now think it def looks more like an evap! Only a cheapie so not bothered but god damn thus universe for it's confusing signs and symptoms!! Had a glass of wine to
Commiserate!! I have no will power :)

mama5 if AF is late, I think you should test with FMU! Even if its BFN it does not mean your not pg, just might not have enough hcg! At least you might be able to relax a bit more - I think the not knowing can be worse than the knowing!! It's a toughie but we are all here for you :)

Welcome kitchen hope your flight is short-lived and you get the holy grail that we are all searching for!!!

Morning you lovely lot!! Well still now temp shift, still feeling odd and CP this morning was high(ish) medium and kind of open and closed at the same time!! CM still creamy (has never been anything else all cycle!)and general feeling of being completely fed up! Haven't SWI for days and days now because just not in the mood for it :(

Hope everyone else is fairing better!! And hope to see some BFPs here soon!!

Sorry for unloading this so early - have no-one else to really discuss it with, DH just doesn't understand!!

I'm here GTR. Can see why you're fed up! Give it a couple more days and test again.

Your opinion would be much appreciated on the following as well!

AF was due on Monday, I tested on Saturday (a but early I know) and got a BFN, tested on Monday and got a BFN with a Clearblue Plus (supposed to show 4 days before AF is due), tested yesterday with the 2nd Clearblue Plus as I felt ever so slightly (and I really mean ever so slightly) queasy and got a BFN, tested about an hour later with a First Response and got a not really that faint BFP. Tested again this morning with FMU and the line is still there but really, really faint. I also don't feel in the slightest bit different and have a nagging pain in my left pelvic area.

Hmmm interesting! As you said, the Saturday test might have been a little too early! I don't really trust CB, as they gave me a false postive 2 months ago! However, if first response gave a faint line and it came up within the time limit i would say that congratulatuons are in order!! Sounds like a BFP to me. To avoid all doubt I would get a Digi test, no lines to worry about then just a clear Pregnant or Not Pregnant and maybe see your GP and get bloods taken!

My understanding is that a line is a line, no matter how faint, as long as it has colour to it and came up within the given timescale. It is probably faint because your hcg levels might be low!!!

Ooooh exciting!!!!!! Fx that it is your BFP and it's a sticky bean :)

My fingers and toes are crossed but I just have a sick feeling about it. Will keep you updated.

very can i just ask what the nagging pain you mentioned feels like? I too have been experiencing pain in the same area for the last couple of days and was not sure if I was imagining it or not, but now that you have mentioned it, it has got me wondering!

It's like a stinging or tingling type of pain in the left hand side of the pelvic area. Doctor's appointment at 3.20pm so will see what they say although am not expecting them to say much.

What does your pain feel like?

Kind of like a sharp pinching sensation that comes and goes - not really tingling, but might be like the stinging sensation you are experiencing!!

Fx for the Dr's for you. I think bloodwork is the best way forward, don't let them fob you off with a urine test because at the end of the day you can do those yourself at home! Even if it's not the answer you were looking for, please do not give up hope, I have seen other women's charts on FF that have had bloods come back negative and then a few days later had it taken again and got a positive - anything is possible (or at least that's the mantra i keep telling myself!!)

Good morning all.

verycherry, I'd agree with GTR, a line is a line, congrats! Hope the doctors can give you a definite answer!

GTR, I hope you enjoyed your glass of wine, sometimes it just has to be done! Its all bloody confusing isn't it.

Kitchen i was enjoying it and then i felt guilty, had a go at DH for making me drink and felt down!! Finished my wine though (would have been rude not to) and apologised to DH for being unreasonable - bloody bodies and hormones!!! Why can't it just be simple!!!

Hi and welcome this is the captain speaking ( OHHHHHHHHHHH)
welcome aboard - notinmykitchen - i hope all is well and this is a short haul for you!
Sorry i still have not POAS, i dont think im ready yet, and im now thinking i got my dates well out!!!!
GTR - sorry for the faint line on the ov-ing stick, have you tried the clearblue ones i was told they are good and just have a and she is on her 2nd and used it to plan! dont worry we are all here for each other and here is a good place to offload right! sometimes RL friends dont understand!!!!
not sure whats going on with you Verycherry but hope the GP helps with answers!
right im off to relax and not think about what my missing in action AF is doing!

Hi Mama5 and thanks don't know what I would do if it weren't for you guys!! - the faint line was on a HPT!!! it was also on an OPK which I think is good as I dont think I should be oving now

Hope you are able to relax a little tonight!!! Maybe a good film and some chocolate to get you through :)

Hi all....

Trudging onto this bus, flinging myself down inn a corner and having a bit of a sulk.

Getting a wee bit travel sick now, been on bus after bus since Feb!

Hope all are well and er busy

Here Signet tosses over some gin miniatures and rolls a bottle of red down the aisle