I haven't been able to do much this afternoon since reading Dach's news. I've just been staring into space, ocassionally refreshing the broswer and praying for Dachs, Mr Dachs and the pups. I can't even begin to imagine how they must be feeling, terrified to move a muscle and willing the babies to hang on in there.
Knitter I've been thinking of you too and wondering how you were feeling. I'm sorry you were alone yesterday. We're always here on days like that if you need us, don't forget.
Mouse Digi Jolls I'm sorry you have the two year mark approaching. It's horrible feeling another 'milestone' looming like a dark cloud in the distance. The whole ttc game just feels relentless at times. I honestly thought that if I didn't get a bfp this cycle then I would have to take a month or so off. I'd had enough of 'doing the right thing', not drinking, guzzling all manner of vitamins each day, trying to work out the 'best timing' etc etc. There was absolutely no fun in it. And the 2ww was unbearable. I was really grumpy and annoyed with myself that ttc seemed to be taking up my every thought. I really hope it's not much longer for all of you.
Mouse things are sounding positive with the opks. I'm not sure whether to will on af or not for you? Will you ttc this month?. I seem to remember you were going to wait for one cycle.
Jolls I braved the list. I'm really sorry you didn't stay there with me though and I feel quite sensitive to the fact that we got our bfps around the same time and you are no longer with me. I had a cp in March and one of the few positives I drew from it was that hopefully it gave my fertility a little boost for the following months. In a weird way it was also quite reassuring to know that part of the process was working. I have everything crossed that you will be back on the list again soon.
Izzy Congrats on the scan, lovely. So happy for you. And well done on reaching 12 weeks. I'm glad you've told the dc and things are starting to feel more real x
I've been having mild nausea in the evenings and I'm eating like a horse. Some days I have eaten two lunches and two dinners The clinic are taking my bloods every other day which, tbh, is quite stressful and I crashed the car on the way back this morning - straight into the back of another, who then shunted the car in front of him too. Thankfully there wasn't a mark on any of them. My HCG is doubling nicely and progesterone is still quite high despite a dip yesterday which caused 24 hours of panic. It's just one day at a time at present until I can get a scan (probs at least another week away)
Waves to all those I haven't name-checked