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Emmsys weebles; pop in for a chat, there's always someone in the greenhouse

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VJay · 27/07/2010 22:12

How's that? Just hope we all haven't had the same idea and there are now 5 new Emmsys threads

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bluesatinsash · 21/10/2010 10:31

Having a quick lurk as housework all done..

BQ - feeling for you and then some... I had a dating scan with Ben and I knew for a fact I was 6+3 but the midwife put >6 in my notes which panicked me. I did see a heartbeat at that scan but it can take up to 7 weeks for one to appear...

Like Vjay - I also had bleeding - every day for 5 weeks, total mind f**k.. But then I had no bleeding before 2nd mc so it just adds more Confused to your already stressed out mental state..

Sending you all the sticky bean vibes I can muster xx

barbie1 · 21/10/2010 10:56

bq i went for a scan at what i thought was 7 weeks, it said i was 5...like you only yolk sac visable. Had to wait 2 weeks until i really was 7 weeks for them to see anything else. Totally stressed as i too had bleeding throughout..i bleed after the 7 week scan, again (badly) a day before the 12 week scan and again at 16 weeks...oh and again at 21 weeks and you know how that turned out...the little monkey is currently sat surround by a whole pack of wet wipes which she insist on sucking Hmm I have inboxed you my cell number in case you have wobbles in the early mornings, im 3 hours ahead so can hold your hand if you like Smile

vjay aww doggie! I love the sound of him, i shall have to give you a few tips a la the dog whisperer Wink i was meant to text to wish you luck re the exam but was having major stress due to the news of having to have MRI scan.

I will get around to writing about the dog whisper, but i have a very demanding 8 month (oh how the time has flown!) teething 4 new ones on top, still grumpy with poorly tummy and suffering separation anxiety, But she is gorgeous and i love her so i will forgive her this time Wink

Oh and in my last post i didnt mean that i have a shit life Blush i am in fact very happy, even with everything going on i am very blessed. Ive taken a chill pill and not sweating the small stuff, life is full of giggles, hair pulling and shrieks!

mermaid lol at the fact you cant leave cos we are all in your greenhouse! Grin im officially a sitting tenant, having been here for 2 years you have no right to evict us, we are here to stay!

Re MRI scan, they cant see what is wrong, whether a nerve is trapped or not. They did see a bit of my bowel which is inflamed. Trying not to google. He did say he wanted to rule out anything serious Hmm. I did think bowel cancer and freaked for a while, being the drama queen that i am Grin
Thankgod all of our health care is paid for with bupa, we would be in serious debut by now with my ever failing body!

Speak soon x

4everhopeful · 21/10/2010 11:41

Thank you all so much for your loving well wishes for my mum, such a relief, major roller coaster these last few days, sis semi sorry Hmm but got news yesterday her MIL passed away, was imminent, the awful big C Sad

Just had to try & attempt a mini catch up & apologise if i dont do that well! Blush

Firstly Bq huge hug fellow weeble, echo everyone, early scans can be so varied, i had many times of panic with all my scans where a few mm out put me back a few days & countless conversations with my lovely sonographer & dh whos a precision engineer, about the art of measuring when at certain angles, id look at them like this Hmm and feel like this Confused but they were right! Smile However i know despite all the reassuring words, you will remain a very very worried weeble til your babe is in your arms, that is totally understandable & we are all here sending sticky bean vibes & hand squeezes..

Lovely Barbie your so sweet for being there to reassure me & everyone when you must also be freaking out a little Confused hopefully they are just being thorough, like an MOT? Confused When will you have it? I think your so such a great spirit cos you always manage to laugh in the face of adversity & thats a beautiful quality..

Wow Mermaid what an amazingly brave & bold decision.. I know we have spoken but just want to reiterrate the outstanding respect & admiration i have for your strength & stoicsm, im so glad you dont intend to sub let the greenhouse, you are the best, kindest, sweetest landlady in the whole world! Grin Im gonna share my yummy clotted cream, scones & jam with you later over a pot of tea in a quiet corner of your greenhouse while we draw up a new 10yr tenancy agreement! Wink

Cupcake how is Summers future hubby getting on? Wink Hes a big boy isnt he? Shock Any thoughts on reducing your gold top & introducing food? Going to a weaning group at our health clinic on tues & gonna start the baby rice next wk!

Vjay im absolutely melting at your description of Lazy Mazy! CUTE!

4everhopeful · 21/10/2010 12:04

Ran out of space on phone!

Vjay also wanted to say well done on your exam with this damn rotten cold! Also thanks for your tx on sun & sorry i didnt get to reply!

Sabs im Blush cos i dont think iv congratlated you properly on your job! Im so very pleased for you, it must be a massive weight off your mind Grin How are you finding it?

Lbm fellow yummy mummy, more Blush for not saying Happy birthday and also not replying to your tx either! Hope you had a fab one and the return to work has gone ok?

Lovely Moon yours and Mermaids chat the other night brought tears to my eyes, ditto to what everyones said re the docs, like Mermaid said, it gives you a say over your body again, but all in your own time, its on your side so remain foreverhopeful hon. My vicar at the christening on sunday told everyone how important it was for us to keep our faith & hope, even when we kept mc, that one day, it WOULD happen...

Neeko apologies to you too for not getting round to replying to your tx, also thank you for your kind words about my mum & sis.. Tickles & tummyrubs to your gorgeous girls! Grin

Mls come out from your babymoon & share pics & your birth story perlease! Grin

Also, calling Curly, calling Curly! Where are you?!

Right my dozing Dd Grin is stirring, did better than i intended with that post! Grin Sorry for those i still missed though! Will attempt putting up christening pics asap, have a wedding on sat, Dh best man so its just non stop at the mo!

Neeko · 22/10/2010 10:14

Flying visit. Just in to give BQ a big hug. I'm keeping everything crossed for you.

4everhopeful · 22/10/2010 12:00

I missed Blue how could i miss Blue? Blush I had a post all in my head yesterday too about how cute your mummy day thursday is, Grin and also about your interior dec skills! Big belated wave from us to you!

Quick questions - my poor gorgeous girl appears to be losing loads and loads of hair Shock her cot is covered every morning, her thick black mop of hair she was born with is really thinning, there is new hair underneath, and i know its normal to lose some, but still? Hmm

Secondly im still dithering about my combined feeding, i know im producing loads of milk from when i express, and the way i leak Blush, but i think cos of this shes getting full and not finishing her 5oz bottles, usually fallling asleep, or pushing away.. Hmm This means she only has 3 or 4 bottles a day, sometimes not finished, and she should now be on 7oz 5 times a day! Shes 5m on tues! Shock As for bf its occasional 2am night time wake for 5 or 10mins, 5am wake up when dh up, in bed and on and off til 9ish whilst we doze, all dream feeds, then up and make bottle which she has about 10 or 11 but usually falls asleep on then naps til middayish, sometimes 5mins or more bf on waking, then another bottle about 2ish, mainly messing around on it. Another bottle about 5ish, sometimes finished, and last one at 8ish, tho sometimes replaced by bf.. All the times vary a bit obviously.. Just worried she is getting enough? Im looking to start the baby rice on sunday and wondering if i need to make more regimented feeding times when introducing solids? Also, how many times a day would you give solids to begin with? Sorry for the elaborate detail but i need your advice please my mummy experts! Grin

BuddhaBelly · 22/10/2010 16:58

Blue Thanks for tips about sleeping. E's naps vary daily to be honest sometimes only 2 x 20 mins sometimes 1 x 20-40 and one 1.5hr I did read somewhere that disturbed sleep can also be caused by not enough sleep - go figure?? Hmm I've tried not rushing in straight away too but once he's escalated there's no going back Grin he won't re-settle for England! Wink I have started thinking about E's party, think we'll have a little tea on the actual day (Thurs) and a party on the Saturday.
I bet you've mentally organised B's by now! Smile How's the tan now?
Cupcake Are you an "aunty" yet? Smile
Jools Glad you had a good holiday, boo to the bad timing. Good luck with the dieting
4ever Fabulous news that your Mum got the all clear Shock at your sisters behaviour! With regard to feeding, can't give much advice on the mixed feeding but I remember giving Ewan baby rice and within a few days he just wanted more and more! I started with giving him a few spoonfuls in between feeds, then progressed to more standard mealtimes. Good luck Smile
Mermaid Phew thank goodness you are not going anywhere - you are far too wise and entertaining to leave us, what would we do Shock You are so brave to make this decision and just like everyone else I understand the need to have some control.
Barbie Did you get broody over your friends lo? Wink So what's next in your medical journey from hell Sad you really are getting some crap challenges thrown at you lately, but as always you are still smiley and positive
Neeko Thanks for the sleep email, yes we did get the "first shoes" photo - very cute Smile I have to say I'd be the same as you with the chocolate I can't buy anything like that in advance coz my willpower is soooo bad! Grin
Vjay Lazy Mazy sounds gorgeous, can't wait to see a photo. How's she settling in?
bq I have everything crossed for you, I'm sure all will be fine but all the reassurance in the world won't calm your anxieties I know. All I can do is send you a hug x
Right this was supposed to be quick catch up
and it's taken me all day to get it on! So must rush off and will try and finish later Smile

cupcakefairy · 22/10/2010 19:48

Hello ladies, and a high five to you all as I have this morning broken through the 11 stone mark, just! GrinGrin - 10st 13.5. Very chuffed, especially as last night I completely forgot I wasn't meant to be eating sweet things until I was halfway through a bowl of a friend's amazing baileys tiramisu!
Vjay and Neeko how are you getting on?

4ever massive phew and forehead wipe for your mum. Glad your sis has apologised and :( for her mil.
We have started solids with Jude; he's just having either a veg/fruit puree or baby rice at lunchtime. He's loving it! Might introduce a second 'meal' at 5 months. Your feeding questions- I wouldn't fret too much as long as Summer is content and gaining weight. I have learnt that it really is best to let them lead you; even though I find that really hard cos I'm such a control freak! Jude has 5 feeds a day plus a puree, plus a night feed (sometimes 2) but obviously I have no idea how much he's taking each time Confused. I do his solids after his 12pm feed (which can vary between 12 and 2pm) maybe just try that & see how hungry she is. At first Jude only had about 2 spoonfuls now he has about 3/4 of a weaning cube cos he just keeps opening his mouth, so cute :)
If you're still happy with the mixed feeding then just keep going; Summer sounds like she's a very happy baby!

mermaid- just wow. I too was in tears reading yours and moon's conversation. I know everyone has said it but I concur with how brave you are. I'm quite overwhelmed by how much you've been through and the kind of strength it takes to decide it's over now. And I too am never leaving this greenhouse Grin

moon just massive hugs to you my lovely. I'm glad everyone's advice is stored away in there somewhere for when you are ready.

Vjay at lazy mazy! She sounds divine. We definitely need a pic of her with Ajay. Well done for getting through the exam!

MLS how's our gorgeous latest cyber niece?

buddha nope...baby still not here! Due date is Sunday so we're holding our breaths! I can barely contain my excitement! Her dh is Ugandan too so it's going to be the most gorgeous coffee-coloured baby :)

bq I hope all the girls' stories have given you hope. I will be getting down on my knees to pray for your little one :)

blue I did lol at your tan comments Grin a friend of mine had one done and her dh called her an oompa loompa cos she was so orange Grin but it was much better then next day and she looked gorgeous! Hope you enjoyed the wedding.

barbie eek to all the medical dramas...but yes, restrain that googling arm!!

Right, dh is out at a work social so I guess I have to make my own dinner tonight!! Wink the Domino's menu is calling to me though...

barbie1 · 23/10/2010 17:18

Just popping in to wish you all a happy weekend, back tomorrow Smile

bluesatinsash · 23/10/2010 20:26

Hey y'all.

I'm probably the only person in UK not watching Strictly or X-Factor [hgrin]. It just sort of passes us by in this house... Not sure why as I love singing and dancing and more importantly passing comment on others Wink

Anyhoo, wee catch up.

Well done cupcakeauntieinwaiting on you breaking the 11 stone barrier. The only way is down [hsmile].

4ever - snap re: har loss. DS1 had masses of hair when he was born and it all fell out over weeks and yes I used to find his cot covered in the stuff. At one point he looked like Fria Tuck as he had completey lost all the hair beside his ears all the way round. It all grew back in and is still dark and thick at 4+ [hsmile].

re: bottles/boob/waing - Confused. I'm maybe the wrong person to give advice as I am routine/control freaky about meal times [hblush].

The only thing I would say is maybe S is just knda snacking all day rather than getting proper full feeds, which while she is on milkd is absolutely fein and you're both obviously thriving on it - especially as you get to dose with her in bed til 9am [henvy]. It may get tricky when she is more established on solds at 6 months + as you want to start reducing her milk intak so she doesn't fill up on milk and rejects solids. But she is only 5 months and milk should still be the main stay of her diet.

I introduced solids at 11am after milk feed (Ben was given bottle at 7am/11am/3pm/7pm) then 5.30pm and as Benj was nearly 6 months this very quickly became 11am AND 5.30pm with breakfast being introduced at 7 months but you're not there yet so won't confuse you with all that...

I would suggest late morning to begin with so any upsets aren't happenng before bedtime. Have fun and good luck, its gonna get messy [hgrin]

Buddha - yes good sleep breeds good sleep [hsmile] I would try and tackle E's naps to begin with. Does he wake from his naps all smiley and raring to go? If yes then he is getting enough sleep at nap time, if he wakes all crying and grumpy then I would try and cuddle/rock him back over... My rule with Ben is if he wakes before 45 mins I try and rock him back over and he normally does as something (discomfort/noise) has woken him rather than being rested. Alot of people receommend the 'No cry sleep solution' book. Neeko - is that what you're reading at the mo'? Does he wake refreshed in the morning? How long is he awake from first waking to his first nap? If it is over 2-3 hours then he has had enough sleep and he may just be a baby that doesn't need alot (aaargh!). If he is grumpy and eye rubby alot during the day then he isn't getting enough and I would persevere withthe PU/PD during the night whilst trying to get him to take longer naps.. HTH.

We are going to have a big celebration for Ben's b'day, not big in terms of numbers but in terms of balloons and banners and cake size [hgrin]. They are only one once and its such a milestone after all our heartache so the boat will be getting pushed out [hsmile] I'm v. excited as its just before Xmas so house will be all decorated and shiny [hsmile]

mermaid - landlady to the stars! Get that greenhouse stocked with more mulled wine and please put the heating on, it is October you know [hsmile]

Well the wedding was lovely yesterday and I had a fringe cut in for the event. Took two years to grow it out and 5 seconds to get it cut in again. Tan had settled to golden glow thank god and it was a lovely day, lots of tears actually as bride lost her Dad 10 years ago and groom survived cancer. I was dabbing my eyes at the speeches, not helpd by wine and general high emotions!

Its just nice to get dressed up with DH and go out and shake our tail feathers once in a while, really recharges the batteries and reminds you that you were a couple before you were parents!

Right off downstairs, True Blood on sky + and The Wire on boxset x

4everhopeful · 24/10/2010 05:09

Hello again buddha so nice to see you back! Grin Absolutely cant believe E is nearly 1! Shock

Cupcake yay high five back on the weight loss! Grin Im now stuck at 11 and a half but dropped from 12 quite quick, hoping same happens to get back to pre pregnancy weight of 10 stone! Hmm

Blue ditto im Shock that B is nearly 1, totally agree about pushing the boat out for the event too.. Grin Had to re read your post, thought we were at the same wedding! Hmm Ours was yesterday though, but also emotional, as groom also survived cancer, Grin Dh is bf and best man and used to stay at the hospital with him so speech was emotional, also the poor bride had 12 mc Shock Shock in between having her 3 boys.. (2 with dh bf, also a miracle after the cancer Grin) Was a lovely day, after the busy christening running round being the hosts was lovely to just sit back and enjoy and mingle at our own pace, S also loved it after being a bit overwhelmed last wk, this wk she took in her stride and even had all the young boys adoring her, too cute! Grin So nice to get all dressed up again too and my spray tan from last wk had just about lasted!

Just awake from a night feed & slightly dodgy tum Hmm thank all 3 of you v much for top tips on weaning, we are actually v excited about introducing food! Despite the wedding dh says its going to be the highlight of the weekend and i agree! Grin I will do a set time i think, Blue you could be right about the snacking but she really is such a contented little thing! We also have a weaning group to go to on monday so that could be interesting.. We just cant wait to see her little face tomorrow though as she is fascinated by us eating

Neeko · 25/10/2010 09:37

Hi all.

Blue Glad wedding went well and the tan turned out ok. The book is 'Healthy Sleep Habits, Happy Child' and it might be working.

Cupcake Hope you're an auntie now. Well done on the weight loss. As predicted I've been in at the Hallowe'en chocolate but today is another diet day.

4ever Glad you had a nice time at the wedding too. I can't really advise re weaning as H has gone down the Baby led weaning route and won't accept anything off a spoon. Shock Now that I've started reading the Gill Rapley book it's not as frustrating as I thought and she is going for it with gusto. She's had melon, pear, toast, parsnip, cucumber, mango, chicken, cheese, banana, rice cakes... and is eating because I can see it in her nappy Blush. She has I have loads of babyfood in my freezer but have to smear it on a rice cake if I want her to eat it! She is clearly a baby that wants to be in control of what she eats as will only take a bottle if sitting up and if she decides when to stop and start.

I've decided that H has been sent to challenge my inner control freak and show me that there's an alternative method to everything I do! Grin Life is certainly much more colourful now she's in it.

MLS Hope your 1st day flying solo goes well.

Sorry. Diva baby says it's time to go. Back later.

loueytbg · 25/10/2010 14:47

Hello - I'm back from holiday and boy is it cold [hshock]

Brace yourselves, this is going to be epic.......

BQ big hand hold for you my love. The first few weeks of pg are so difficult - even without your history. I can only echo what the others have said about the measurements - a fraction of a mm makes a huge difference at this stage and it is probably too early to see a HB. When is your scan this week??? Have everything crossed for you x

mermaid oh brave one, that is one difficult decision you have made but I can understand why you've made it especially with the year you've had [hsad]. And you definitely are not allowed to leave the greenhouse I think your big blow-out trip to NY sounds like a wonderful idea when its all been put to rest.

barbie blimey - what a couple of weeks you've had. I think I missed the dog-gate incident just before I went although I'm really glad it turned out that Freddie wasn't at fault. Am looking forward to hearing all about the dog whisperer [hgrin]. Re your scar pain - what is the next step?? Try not to google anything it will just freak you out. Very pleased you have bupa though and you are not at the mercy of NHS waiting times...How is dolly today?? If she is teething could the diarrhoea be related - DS1 always had hideous nappies when teething, it was the only way we could tell really as he didn't complain much otherwise.

4ever you've had quite a rollercoaster couple of weeks too!!! So pleased that the christening went well and S charmed everyone as usual. Thank god your Mum got the all clear and I hope you can sort things out with your sister (if you want to). It must be a really difficult situation. Nice to have the wedding to go to as well where you could relax a bit more. Well done to S for moving around already - you will need eyes in the back of your head soon. Hope the weaning goes well this week. Like blue I am very much a routines person but I can't remember what I did when I weaned DTs, it seems too long ago now. Re the hair - totally normal for this to happen. DS2 had dark hair when he was born but it fell out and he is now blonde. He also looked like Friar Tuck for a while. I appreciate though that the look is not as good for girls....

vjay well done you for doing the exam whilst feeling rubbish. I'm sure you will pass (what is it for btw??? Is it a Maths thing again? Sorry for complete ignorance). Love lazy mazy - sounds like he was just meant to be your doggie and lovely that the boys have taken to him so well [hwink]. Hope the building work went well last week and you now have a water-tight house. How fabby that your grandparents came all that way to see you, they sound wonderful.

monkey love the idea of the personalised aprons for stockings. Must go and look at the link that blue posted. How are you doing?? Are things any easier now due date has passed? Me-time is important, and I know how hard it is when you've got a DS to sort out and you're working but is there anything you can do try and have some?? (Says she who is equally rubbish about it). Actually, although its not everyone's cup of tea, I found that going for a run was good me-time and had the bonus of allowing me to drink more wine without feeling guilty about putting on weight [hgrin]

interiordesignerblue hooray for newly decorated converted garage [hgrin] Glad you didn't look tangoed at the wedding. Its always a bit eeek when you see it done and you have to hope it washes off ok. Sounds like you had a wonderful time though - it is nice to have a night out without where you can forget you have children [hgrin]

lbm how did the first week back at work go??? Did you enjoy having some me-time? Belated happy birthday to you too. Hope you have a fun half-term week.

moon poor love - I know that in your position I would be off to the Drs, as in fact that is exactly what I did. I am however the most impatient person on this planet. What I would say is that cycles with very different lengths can suggest that ovulation is not occurring. That is what I've been told by my GP and the fertility clinic. My cycles are generally very short but have varied from 19 days to 35 days since the mc. That can be tested for quite easily and clomid generally works in most people, esp those who have already managed to get pg as you have. There are very simple blood tests which can check your hormone levels and simple and quick scans which can check your tubes/ovaries. None of these mean that you will have to take things a step further just give you more information about what is going on. I too was worried about passing on my stress levels to DH, mainly because I thought he would change his mind about TTC again. However, I knew that waiting lists to get an appt should we need one can be quite long. As it happens we were referred and got an appt very quickly but my sister who is also having TTC problems has had to wait 6 months for one.

buddha sorry you are not getting a lot of sleep as well. I was also going to suggest it might be teeth - I remember we had lots around E's age and my DS2's sleep went totally to pot when he was teething. I also have a friend who swore that the cranial osteopath sorted out her DD1's sleep. BTW - being covered with bruises is par for the course with boys - they have no common sense at all. I warn you, it just gets more dangerous worse from here on....

mlsitsjustaphase Miss K is just gorgeous, thank you for the pics Hope she sorts out her day from night very soon for all your sakes. How is M taking to her new little sister?

jools so pleased you had a relaxing holiday, you definitely deserved it after the hours you've been putting in. Italy is fab isn't it. Sorry this cycle is a bust (or is it - has TEW turned up yet?) Would never have guessed you were a size 18 with all your gym exploits. I'm sure you will be back into your maternity smaller jeans very soon.

neeko Sounds like H has got you all wrapped around her little finger, glad she is taking to the BLW. Has the sleeping improved? You did make me [hgrin] with your comment about the fact that she has been sent to challenge your inner control freak.

sabs woohoo to you on your job, although I know it must have been tough with colleagues being made redundant. You obviously nailed the interview [hsmile]. Can't believe Saara is walking and yes it does help to lose some pounds when you are chasing after them.

cupcake what have you been feeding him [hshock] Glad the pupd seems to be working, you will have the nights cracked soon. Very belated happy birthday from me and well done for getting below the 11 stone barrier despite the lovely food you ate. Lucky you having a photographer as soon-to-be-relative, would love some family pics but we've never got round to it. Hope you got some lovely ones. Are you still waiting for your honorary niece/nephew to be born?

QA I know EDD is imminent, big hand-holds and hugs for you [hsad]. Hope it isn't too rough x

iggy sounds like you are still in sleep deprived hell. Come on here if you get a chance, I'm sure someone can help

Phew! I hope I've got everyone....

Holiday was lovely, good days and bad days with the boys, much like being at home really. Weather was fabulous, we went to the beach every day and played in the pool. I managed to read 3 whole books (and not books about special needs either...) which hasn't happened in ages. On the negative side, all the bedrooms were en-suite which meant DS1 had access to a bathroom and a shower. Cue many trips up and down the stairs when we heard said shower being turned on and off. He flooded the floor on several occasions and because it was tiled, it was lethal when wet (he also has no sense of balance). DS2 was not helping at all and was egging him on by saying "DS1 shall we play the shower game...." Having said all that, once they went to sleep they slept until 7-8am every morning which I know some of you would give your right tooth for. DS2 is biting DS1 though so we are trying to nip it in the bud. I think he resents the attention that DS1 gets (all the appointments etc).

We drank lots of wine and beer and played cards in the evening and it was lovely. Back to sorting out DS1's schooling which is still an issue but as its half-term this week there is not much we can do.

Oh and a big fat shiny gold star to the first person who can tell me what "embarazada" means. Its a Spanish word I hadn't expected to learn.

monkeybumsmum · 25/10/2010 16:52

Apologies for not having been on - not been well and things mad here, but just needed to send mermaid a massive hug for being so brave, and say Shock Grin to Louey Wow!!! Well done you!!!!!!! Congrats and how are you feeling?

Must dash as am burning cooking supper...

monkeybumsmum · 25/10/2010 16:55

ps what a brill way to tell us Grin Gosh, on second thoughts, hope I'm right in what I guess it means Confused

barbie1 · 25/10/2010 17:05

Was bout to come on to say no time to post but im thinking of you all, my Dolly is permanently attached to me right now, 4 more teeth coming through and the clingy stage all at once. When i finally remove her ill be back.

louey congrats Grin did spanish at school, i hope im right Wink

barbie1 · 25/10/2010 17:07

waves to the darling monkey was just thinking about you, hope you are ok. Re the flood gates being open if you start to write, some times its safer to open them and start a flood then let the dam overflow and burst, im sure you will do the right thing by you...here if you need anything x

Joolsiam · 25/10/2010 17:07

Louey [hgrin] [hgrin] !!

Very brief as just off to the gym.

Mermaid - I'm very close to the same decision as you - it is a brave one but I would guess also full of relief. I am NOT moving from your greenhouse, so you'll have to stick with us !

barbie1 · 25/10/2010 17:08

Hi jools another brave brave lady, glad you are sticking around too, have a good work out! [hsmile]

loueytbg · 25/10/2010 18:03

Big gold star for you monkey you are indeed correct. Will be back on later to give full story, off to pick up DTs now.

jools am [hsad] for you if you have come to that decision. Enjoy the gym

barbie hope clinging and teething phase finishes soon x

BlueMoon1981 · 25/10/2010 19:03

huge congratulations to you louey [hgrin]

bakingqueen · 25/10/2010 19:17

Congratulations louey at least I think I am congratulating you did french german and italian at school never spanish but hope I am right [hgrin] [hgrin] [hgrin]

Thank you all for your lovely words you have really helped and I am once again so grateful to have found you all you are such special ladies and I don't know how I would manage to stay sane without you all.

Next scan on Wednesday kind of sway from thinking it will be ok and then thinking that I will be down the same path as before. All shoclingly similar 1st scan last time yolk sac then 10 days later nothing not even yolk then 7 days after that m/c diagnosed just hope this time its different. Been feeling so sick last few days worse than last time eat only a plum yesterday today had a fried breakfast and now eating nougat swear eating anything else just makes me heave dh knows he has to cook his own dinner thought of food just turns my stomach where nougat is so yummy [hhmm]. Got my booking visit appointment through and the green booklet thing the midwife fills is today which is a bit of of a mind melter thinking about that.

Sorry this is all so self indulgent sorry am rubbish at catching up at the best of times but my mind is a bit of a one track road at the minute/

Back tomorrow love you all xxxxx

PS barbie thanks for message will text you as my in the middle of our night contact if I weeble too much

QuestionsAgain · 25/10/2010 20:36

Hi Remember me, the Awol one?! Wink

Just thought I would slink in on the back of Louey's mammoth catch up post and say 'what she said' Grin Grin However, i will give catching up a go..

Wow Louey what a way to break the news! had to do a google search Blush I am so pleased for you, I am also impressed at your ability to post such a lovely long catch up before blurting it out Grin Hope everything goes well and the next 9 months are positively boring Grin

BQ Sorry that you having a worrying time. God it is just fraught with worries isn't? I am keeping everything crossed for you, when will you find out more?

Mermaid hope you are ok, I can only echo what everyone else has said about your bravery and hope that whatever you decide you feel at peace with the decision, but so Sad for you that you have had to contemplate such a big decision.

Jools Like mermaid It is Sad that you are having to think about such decisions. It must be so hard, knowing when to draw a line under the heartache you must have been and are still going through, but is can also be a completely different story so quickly Confused Somebody on here (sorry i don't remember who!) said that the 1st day of your period can also be the first day of your pregnancy and it has stuck with me and made me think about how quickly you can go from Sad to Grin when it comes to conceiving iyswim? Either way, it is good though to keep talking...

barbie Wow you have had such a difficult time and yet somehow you seem to keep me smiling when I read your posts. I am really glad that your dog wasn't quite as in the doghouse as initially thought, love the idea of the dog whisperer, like the others said, I was hoping it was actually THE dog whisperer Grin Hope D is finally getting the hang of sleeping

monkey I have been thinking of you, it has been such a terrible year and you have coped so well. I agree with Louey that it is important to try and make time for yourself, though running wouldn't be at the top of my list of suggestions Grin

4ever hope summer's 1st taste of food went so well. it shows how much your life changes after a baby, when you get excited about weaning Grin I remember it well and I was really excited when DS first tasted food too! Pleased that everything was ok with your Mum, what a relief for you. Hope things settle with your sister soon.

Vjay Your dog sounds gorgeous, haven't looked on profile pages for photos for a long time, have you got a doggie snap on there? Well done on the Exam btw, don't think I could do an exam anymore, even on a good day, let alone when I am under the weather. Grin

sabs Congratulations on getting the job, and aren't you lovely being so considerate to your colleagues. really felt for you, it was so stressful going back after maternity leave without having all that additional stress, at least it all ended well.

Blue Glad you had such a good time at the wedding. Smile It is really good to get out with your DH once in a while to remind you how to 'shake your tail feathers'! Plans for B's birthday sound well under way. Grin The 1st birthday is such a mix of emotions I think, you are pleased to get to that stage but a bit melancholy that they are heading away from being a baby iyswim?

moon I know your head must be all over the place, but I can only repeat the advice on here to at least start the ball rolling. Although not related to conception, as you know I have had health problems and I regret not going to the docs sooner as I have waited and waited and waited and it is so frustrating when they do finally find out something and you then have to wait for tests, consultant appointments and then for any treatment. Plus, it is sods law as soon as you do pluck up the courage and put yourself through it, you won't need it and will conceive Wink

MLS Hope everything is going really well as a family of 4. Smile Would love to see a pic of K, hope you put one on your profile for us non facebook/email types Grin

iggy cupcake and Buddha Hope you are all having a little more sleep and less disturbed nights. Sleep deprivation really is no fun

neeko glad BLW is going well, it really interests me, I did do puree with DS, but with lots of Finger foods too and can really see the appeal of BLW, especially for a 2nd child.

Right hope I haven't missed anyone out, have to go before I lose my message, battery low and can't find charger, aaarrgh Angry

Thanks to louey for thinking of me, you are right, Edd is this week and it is on my mind alot, was hoping to have been pregnant or at least trying by now but there you go. Sad

ooh last warning, better press post message...

loueytbg · 25/10/2010 20:39

bq its a good sign that you are feeling so sick, increasing symptoms shows that there is increasing hcg. Hope that it isn't the same as the last time and you get to see hb at your scan.

So, before we left for holiday, I was so sure that this cycle was going to be a bust. All the OPKs were negative and not a lot of BD action. I left all my hpts at home. Figured it was a waste of space taking them and it would stop me testing early....

Roll on to last Wednesday, had been having cramps for a few days but that was normal. Then started feeling really tired and sicky. My temps were still high but I put it down to drinking and getting up at funny times. Was sure AF was going to arrive on Thursday but temp was still up and I was feeling really sick.

Decided it was probably worth getting a test as I was knocking back the wine every night and I didn't want to do that if there was a chance I was pg. Cue 2 trips to pharmacy - first time we tried they were shut for siesta. Had to ask for the test and they only one they gave me was the clearblue digi. My spanish is abysmal so was trying to work out instructions and it said it would say either "no embarazada" or "embarazada [no of weeks]" To my utter shock it came up with embarazada and then after another minute 1-2 weeks. So it appears I am pg [hshock]. Have been doing tests since we got back home and they seem to be getting darker.

Panic is starting to set in. My symptoms are less than last time round but I am feeling knackered and nauseous on and off. Have an appt with the GP on the 4th and will ask him to refer me to EPU for an early scan. Keep your fingers crossed that both bq and I have sticky ones in there.

loueytbg · 25/10/2010 20:48

QA xposted sorry. Lovely to hear from you. I was in the same position as you only three weeks ago and I know how dismal it is. Do you have any news about your op? Will be thinking of you this week x