Arggghhhhhh it;s so hard to pack with a little one in tow!
Dh is being a typical man, you know.....lets leave it all until last minute and cram as much as we can in the case...meh.
Dolly and i are all but organized, just need a few last minute bits tomorrow and we are ready to go. Im dreading the flight, 2.30am...which means Dolly should be sleeping, so im going to have to hold her in the sling or something as there are no basinette seats left
although to be honest i dont really trust them all that much.
Injections today
made dh come with me again, im such a wimp
It wasnt too bad....made Dolly sleepy! 
curly we had 4 sleeps today and 3 of them where in the car as i zipped around dubai trying to find bigger warmer clothes. Sadly i cant swop with my sis as she is a size 6
Have you started cc? The mid wife today told me never to leave baby crying for more than 45 minutes, if this happens take her out, check her over and start again. Thankfully we havent got that far yet. Im dreading the stopping the night feeds, apparently i should only feed her 2 times max, the rest i should do cc on. We will start when we get home and she is in her own room. Good luck for when you start!
4ever i love that dress!
and summers one too. If i where you i would try them on now, if 3to 6 months fit her you can be quite sure she will need the bigger size come 8 weeks time! sods law 
louey boo to feeling a bit under the weather, i sometimes get that dizziness, i always tell dh that i feel a bit drunk! I used to get loads of ear infections as a child...im pretty sure my dizziness is down to my dodgy heart though
Hope you feel loads better soon. Fingers crossed for you that this is your month.
blue how did it go today, how many tissues did you use????
jools i agree with everyone above, you work to damn hard. I hope you managed to get a seat on the train and a glass of wine strong coffee.
mls 50 days
Jeeze thats come around quickly! I hope you have got some unisex clothes to wash just in case
any luck on names or is that still a sore subject???
mermaid are you ok sweetie? Im super duper excited about being back in the westcountry, proper pasties and cornish ice cream...yummy! (sod the diet for 2 weeks!)
mrskate hello and welcome back! Yes please, please send our love to gg and tell her she is missed....
vjay how is the cycling going, sore bum? Dh is going to get me a wii fit (cant remember if i have said this before
) i figured that 50 quid a month for the gym is a complete waste as i can never go. 5x months gym membership will buy me a wii and a yoga mat. My friend lost a stone in a month
the new one charts your progress daily and tells you off if you cheat, i so need this! Ill let you know how i get on, i plan to do it once a day during one of Dollies naps!
iggy how are you getting on, i laugh at your fb updates...hope little one is a good girl and not a cheeky minx like mine!
sabs how is the fasting going? Its not been to bad over here this year, a lot more places have stayed open just blacked out the windows!
lbm how was the camping... did dh look like this
at any given time??? ha ha hope you didnt get too soggy!
pfj are you still here? hope you are ok
and last but not least moon
Come here and talk to barbie....yes stand right there.
barbie gets out wet fish and slaps moon around the face!
Now listen here young lady, you will get pregnant and you will have a baby. I dont know when, but i know it will happen. Keep positive, remember the saying positive things happen to positive people? well im not usually into all that bullshit but i do believe this one to be true. When my mum was diagnosed with breast cancer the outlook really wasnt good (5 years max) my mum took this news and thought sod it, ill show you! She remained positive throughout every one off her chemo sessions, had a party where she shaved her hair off, laughed through the sickness radiotherapy caused because she thought it was hilarious that her sick was radioactive
and you know what? 12 years down the line she is still here. The doctors put a lot of it down to her positive attitude.
What im saying is, dont look at it each month of getting a bfn as a failure, look the next month in the eye and see it as a challenge to get pregnant. Give it your all
use opk, pre seed and everything else but most of all believe that you can do it and you will succeed. Come on here when you are feeling low, we can pick you up and dust you down or even give you a hug!
Right.... did that talking to work??? 
Oh and monkey thanks for the text it was lovely, hope you are having a nice time with your dad.
Whoops nearly forgot neeko... did you manage to get hold of a NUK sippy cup? Dolly can speed drink out of hers now, no wetsuit required
i can get you one and bring home if you like... (need to know in next 12 hours though!) Happy sleeping x
Right im off, lots to do. If i dont catch up before i leave ill try my best when i arrive. xxx