Anyone else watching x-factor??
hokay here's the mother of all posts. Speed reading required 
4ever total melt at Summer in her crib :) I nearly peed myself reading your fango comments - at least you have a sense of humour about it but there is no dignity after having a baby is there?! Can't wait to meet you in person and see your gorgeous girl for real. She sounds like such a little character already. And you are so calm - I really was in the trenches for the first three months (as I think blue put it so well)
VJ well done on the weight loss clever lady, stick with it, it will be up and down as muscle weighs much more than fat. What are the plans for AJs birthday? We will have to have a virtual party on MN!!! I welled up thinking about those early days with AJ when it all seemed so precarious. I will never forget the day our wonderful first emmsys baby was born :)
Monkey I'm so sorry about bloody AF arriving :( Don't give up, you are so strong and you will get through this and very soon we will be holding your hand through a successful pregnancy. I wish I could make it better, you have had such a rough year. Hope you are having a lovely weekend with your dad xxx
blue you are so organised!! the holiday sounds amazing. Definitely good to have one to look forward to :) I have been annabel karmelling like the wind also - yum yum yum. We have just worked up to three meals a day as curlygirl is heading back towards 5am wakeups (20 mins earlier every day 
) I'm also super excited about your new room and floor and most of all your mood board :)
neeko H is growing up so fast! What is it like having more than one? I just can't imagine it Hope your lovely little girl is letting you get some sleep :) She sounds so wonderful talking to your boobs. I do miss the closeness of breastfeeding as my little lovely is not a snuggly baby - she's too busy being nosey :)
mls I am in awe of your weaning gadgets. I was dead proud of myself buying a mouli Any progress on the nursery? Stay away from those random yanks and I think maybe it is time to mess with DH's head and keep referring to the baby with some name you know he'll hate
louey Big hugs honey and hope that some practice doing the do is going on at chez louey I'm excited that you are in London too. are you up for meeting up on 16th Sept? Hope the docs can sort out some answers for you - a three week cycle is rubbish. Fingers crossed for next month hon x
barbie in some ways you and I are living the same lives on different continents. We are considering CC at the moment, though don't have it nearly as bad as you. Curlygirl is a little monkey, she cries, we come in when it escalates, she grins at us, we rub her back, she starts playing, we leave, she cries.... etc etc. I love the name dolly, she is such a little doll, totally beautiful :) I cannot believe she can pull herself up already clever girl and crawl!! Curlygirl also does that wakeup 45 minutes after going down, I think she is just making sure we are still around :) Can you post exactly how you are doing cc, there seem to be a million ways of doing it!
jools how are you doing hon? How is it going reducing the meds? Stop working so hard!
moon my lovely, it is nice to see you delurking. I'm not surprised you are finding this endless waiting so hard, it's so unfair and so difficult to see any light at the end of the tunnel but don't give up. I'm praying for a bfp for you this month. Are you using opks? (sorry if I have asked this before), I thought I was ovulating much later than I actually was xxx
thepfj you poor love, mc is hard enough without the headwrecking that comes after with ttc :( are you okay?
mermaid was hoping the AD's made a difference then read about the migraines :( Plan b sounds good though, especially the rose. I hope you'll tell us when you need a hug, and I hope that dark cloud lifts soon. I have so much hope for wonderful things ahead of you lovely lady, because you so deserve them. I think we are all a little in love with Merman too, I'm so glad he's looking after you. A belated happy birthday to your ds xxx
Sabs I didn't realise that dh's uncle had passed away. I'm so sorry hon. Glad you got to spend time with your grandparents though. How is your nan these days? I'm really excited about us meeting up. I'd love you to come out here again but wherever suits you is good :) I have now been on the boat, the tube, the dlr and the trains so am feeling braver! I hope you are coping okay with lack of sleep. Is Saara still refusing her second nap?
lbm how is babyj doing? Well done her for sleeping through the night :) Can you do 16th of Sept in the afternoon? Ooh I am getting HUGELY excited now
cupcake thanks for texting me last week lovely. glad all is good DOWN THERE. Having a baby is so romantic...not!! Well done jude on sleeping till 7 I totally love the cinema too though curlygirl refuses to sleep through it now!! I used to miss half the films because I was so busy gazing at this
gorgeous little thing in my arms :)
iggy hope you are having a wonderful babymoon. She is gorgeous xxx
annie bloody hell you skinny malinx, well done on the weight loss :) E sounds like a little monkey! Has O had his op yet?
qa how was your holiday hon? Hope it took your mind off things x
mrskate two months is so soon. Any chance of you taking more time off? Give our love to Gracie when you see her.
Not much news from me. I'm a bit up and down with hormones - probably because I've stopped bf. But I just can't stop counting my blessings and am so in love with my beautiful little curlygirl. I never would have believed it would happen in those horrible dark days before my sticky bfp. I know it's hard to keep hoping and dreaming when it is taking so long and with so much heartbreak on the way but please don't give up xxx
Big hugs to hoping baking ginger chocciechip lion buddha and mm. Hope I haven't missed anyone.
...and relax :)