happyathome
I no how you feel from a previous pregnancy when I was a lot younger which i terminated, because of the feelings you are sharing.
Let me tell you, you feel 100% worse when them feelings have gone. I suffered from depression regret, like you i thought this baby is in the way i dont want to be pregnant, and a regretable desssion led me down a depressive road. Those pregnancy blues felt like heaven compared to feelings i had after my baby was gone.
That experience taught me that a baby is a gift of life and should be cherrised . There are women out there that would risk there own life to create another and there are peolple (like myself) just throwing it away.
I am nearly 10weeks pregnant and feel like s**t (sorry). (It took me over a year to conceive, with varible tests and clomid) I am sick all day tired all the time and im sitting here in p,js now cause i cant get up but you know what? I wouldnt want it any other way, because its my baby .
Your feelings are normal but please remember it is a blessing I found that out the hard way. I wish you luck and were all here if you need to talk
if theres any anti-abortionaist on line please dont take it personal but keep your opinions to yourself. I have been hurt enough through my mistakes
And to my angel out there somewhere who would be 7 now, your always missed and NEVER FORGOTTEN MUM [SMILE]