Hello!
I got a positive test last Wednesday. I have PCOS so couldn't believe my eyes. I am terrified but excited. It will be DC2, DC1 is almost 6 years old. I am worried about such a large age gap. I had dreadful PND last time so I am so scared I will get ill again.
I used an app that puts my EDD at July 30th 2017.
I've not seen my GP or made an appointment with a midwife yet. I don't think I've even fully processed the news yet. It definitely doesn't feel real.
I feel more exhausted than usual and I've been having such crazy, vivid dreams. The other night I even acted one out and ended up waking up just as I was hitting my OH. Oops
In my dream he had been a nasty, old nurse who kept waking me up and trying to put me in the bin.
Also, I'm obese, with a BMI of 31 (down from 43) and I'm worried about the effect it might have on this pregnancy. I'm also scared about gaining weight again and having my body change so much again when I was just getting used to how it is now.
Sorry for such a long post. I've no one to talk to about it all and I've just been keeping all these stressful thoughts to myself so it feels good to get them out.