Evening all sorry for being AWOL, busy weekend.
Stocking your experience sounds horrific, I am sorry that you had to go through that. I was only 18 when I had a forceps delivery with DS1. Military hospital, Comander what's his name upstairs came down for 5 minutes, told me to basically man up as I wasn't having a epidural on his watch and dosed me up on so much pethadine I was completely off my head. DS1 became very distressed and 2 doctors used their full body weight (leg up on bed to steady one of them) to drag him out of me. The poor little thing was cut. Battered and bruised and his head was twice the size it should have been it was so swollen. He spent the first night of his life holding his head and crying as he must have had such a headache. He later went on to be diagnosed with severe learning difficulties and another diagnosis and while they obviously can not say for certain, it was noted at diagnosis that his traumatic birth could have contributed to this.
With DS2, I had no forceps on my birthplan. I did initially want an ECS but after having counselling I decided to go for hypnobirthing and have a water birth. Unfortunately he also became distressed but the outcome was so much more positive as they immediately rushed me to theatre and gave me a section. Down side that as it was a crash section it was under GA so we both missed his birth but we didn't care, he was born healthy and perfect in every way. This time if I am lucky enough to get to term I will go straight for the ECS. I have to as DH says he isn't coming with me if I don't 
Pixie, please try and stay positive. Just readying through previous posts prove that not all bleeds mean the end of the pregnancy. I will be thinking of you.
Hugs to all those having a shit time at home. And Purdie, I fully admire the way you are rationalising and dealing with your situation. Glad you can all come and vent in here when you need to.
As me, no news is good news yes? I am 10+4 today. Still no symptoms other than bloated belly but as I have discovered an even more sweet tooth than usual (and I haven't been doing my usual 5:2 fasting since I got my BFP) that would most probably be happening anyway 
I did have all my bloods done on Friday, they took loads! And I had to do what ever wee test you do when you do it in a red capped sample bottle (with powder in the bottom). I also received a consultants appointment for next month. Is anyone else going to struggle when the bulk of the hospital appointments fall during school holidays? DS2 is 4 and we have very little options for childcare.
I will hoping the FB group once I have had a scan and no something is there!