Thank you so much for the reassurance everyone. I feel a lot calmer than when I posted earlier. I spoke to the doctor who was amazing, she actually made me cry more by being so kind. She will refer me for an EPU appt on Monday but said just to rest over the weekend and see what happens, if it is a mc there is nothing that can stop it but not to give up hope as it could just be a bleed.
I've been to the loo a few dozen times since and it has dwindled which is a good sign. I guess it will become clearer in the next few days if it's getting worse. I do feel like I am having twinges of tummy pain but it could be psychosomatic.
I have felt much calmer in this pg than last time but completely went to pieces earlier. Made me realise how much I want this.