I feel absolutely shit this week. Yesterday we found out DH's grandad has cancer and basically he's been sent home to die. This feels all too familiar, my nan passed away in October in 2012, one Thursday she was walking around, talking, eating etc (in hospital) there was even talk of her being discharged soon, then the next day she fell over going to the toilet and that was it, she passed away the following Thursday, so 6 days later.
I feel like I need to be stronger for DH, but I really can't help it. I just start crying as soon as he cuddles me or holds my hand.
I really need to pull myself together don't I