Morning,
DS woke up at 5am today I gave him milk and he went straight back to sleep. I however havnt so have been wide awake since .
Slightly (to say the least) stressed out. DP is an officer in the Army, I don't live on the patch so he's apparently only home at weekends.
I say apparently as in the last few months iv hardly seen him. He was away for 5 weeks while we/I moved house, then home for 5 days, then gone for 6 weeks. He came home yesterday after promising me that his 6 weeks abroad he's just done would be the last until the baby arrives, to tell me that he's being sent to Canada from mid June - mid July. He hasn't got the exact dates but has put in a request that he's in the country again no later than July 10th (my EDD is 24th).
DS arrived at 35 weeks and all pregnancy iv been told to be ready by the end of June for this bean to arrive, so July 10th really is no help what so ever! He's also been told there's a high change he'l also be deployed in August for who knows how long as there's a conflict in Europe kicking off that needs British army support. (Am not allowed to say where or what as it's not public knowledge yet).
I'm so stressed. The chances are he will be on the other side of the world when I go into labour & have the baby.
He is fairly calm and it hasn't seem to have sunk in that an EDD is just an estimate & he seems to be ignoring the fact iv been repeatedly told the risk if a 2nd premie is higher than the average. Think he thinks he can book off the 24th & 25th of July and all will go to plan .
We moved 6 weeks ago and iv been left to do all the house unpacking without him - whilst looking after our 2 year old. So still as you can imagine living heavily in boxes.
I'm aiming for a homebirth (if baby can get out of breech position & gets to 37 weeks) but if I don't get that the only person that I'd have looking after DS is my mum - apart from DP she's also the only person I'd want with me in labour!!! Iv got local friends who have offered to look after DS or come to the hospital with me, but DS really won't go to anyone but my mum, & I know if I had someone else looking after him whilst in labour id be stressed knowing he was upset. I also can't really imagine having a friend with me whilst giving birth - especially as they are all friends iv only known for a year or 2.
Stressing I'm going to end up having a premature labour and have no birthing partner!
Am considering a doola, but for the price think it might be pointless as it's just another stranger in the room so may as well just have MW!
Sorry for long miserable post but need to share and hoping someone will come up with a fabulous idea to get round this all that I havn't thought of. wondering if asking baby politely to come at 38 +2 weeks no later no earlier would work?!
Anyone else got military spouse experience? It's still fairly new to me, & as I'm not living on the camp & we are not yet married I have no support with the regiments family welfare so can't ask them anything.
Not to much point posting on the "forces sweethearts" thread either as they seem to be super harsh over there and the answer to everything is "that's the job it has to come first deal with it"!
I need lots of & please - and vibes to get this baby to stay in until DPs on the same side of the world as me