Afternoon
Not sure if I said hello to bumble10 beanandboo , but hello (may be again, im so going senile).
All this talk of balls , what with big brothers big mouth whatshisface and ball bags.
Sorry to hear of your worrys with piles or not piles eeny , its all such an anxious time. Really great straight forward bp also , my midwife/ pre birth carer is hopefully going to help with mine next week.
I dont think Ive been on for a few days , have been having some really difficult emotional episodes , my therapy seems to aggravate it all for about 24hrs - 48hrs after and it makes me cry all day. Im getting very very anxious about hospital , labour and after effects. I was also told in a dream over the weekend that a friends fil would die and he died Tuesday morning , so that made me all choked up.
Physio women just discharged me today as there isnt much she can do now being so late in pregnancy, she also said to much manipulation and treatment will affect my central nervous system , so have to wait till 3mths after giving birth and then get another referall. She said to minimise movements that aggravate it all , and get some rest too by laying down when I can LOL , with dd no chance. I have stpopped driving as it just gets me in a state now and bump hits wheel so I can reach pedals , its just a real faff and a drain. Im reliant on family now , which means Im stuck in if no one around. I live on a hill and with y back problem I cant face walking around.
sorry for long one , seem to not be here for days and then I blather on and on.How or whats everyone doing when they feel really touchy and down??? Im either seriously a banshee women or crying and feeling very woe is me.