My beautiful, brave Harry bear

[dizzy34]

I have posted alot in the special needs section over the years. I am heart broken. My beautiful, brave Harry passed away peacefully on tuesday in mine and his daddys arms. I am lost, heartbroken. I want him back so much. I want to kiss him and cuddle him. I want him. He was only five and had been very ill and disabled since birth (www.harrysjourney.co.uk). He took us all by suprise though. we knew we wouldnt have him long, but i didnt think he would go this soon. He had been ill at christmas and was only given hours to live, but he fought it. It left him exhaused and he slept most days, all day. He couldnt fight anymore.

I love him so much. He is in the butterfly suite at claire house at the moment and we are spending time with him till his funeral on friday. I miss him so much it hurts physically. I know he is better where he is and that his body works now, but i want him with me. Please tell me it gets easier.

[princessmel]

Ds has just come over while looking at the pictures on your website. He said 'Bye bye Harry' He thought he looked like a lovely boy. They are the same age.

[onepieceoflollipop]

Dizzy so so sorry for the loss of your ds. xx

[eenybeeny]

oh god you poor mummy and daddy. I feel for you so much. Wish I could take the pain away but I know that is impossible - my sister lost her son 5 years ago. You never stop missing and loving them but I do believe one day you will be reunited with your beloved angel. My heart goes out to you. x

[hoxtonchick]

so sorry

[NaughtyNigella]

my thoughts and prayers are with you, your DH and your precious Harry.

[susue]

God Bless you both x

[morningpaper]

so sorry xx

[YouNeverKnow]

My thoughts are with you x

[MummyDoIt]

So sorry to hear this. My thoughts are with you and your family.

[Tommy]

so sorry to hear this
you'll have the whole of MN thinking about you

[madhairday]

I'm so sorry dizzy.

[CrackerOfNuts]

So sorry, thinking of you xxx

[leedslassy]

God Bless you all. Rest in peace little one.

[trace2]

oh so sorry dizzy i remember you telling us on sn i have thought of you and ds often after i read his blog i feel for all your family ((hugs))

[colacubes]

So sorry, my heart goes out to you and your family, I can not imagine the pain, God Bless.

[Disenchanted]

I am so so sorry for your loss, Harry was a beautiful little boy and I cannot imagine the pain you are going through.

You,your family and Harry are in my thoughts and prayers xxx

[QOD]

I am so so sorry and sad for you
x

[Aimsmum]

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[nell12]

I have just looked at the pictures of your beautiful boy on your website.

He is at peace now, no more pain, no more seizures.

My prayers are with you and your family.

[MargaretMountford]

dizzy thinking of you and sending golden light to your little boy

[cazboldy]

so sorry and thinking of you and your darling boy x

[tortoiseSHELL]

Oh so sorry to read this dizzy, I looked Harry's page and it is beautiful. Love to you. xxx

[Freckle]

So, so sorry to hear this, dizzy. He sounds like a wonderful little boy.

[frasersmummy]

Oh Dizzy

I am so sorry for the loss of your baby boy. There is nothing I can say right now to take away your pain but you are in my thoughts and prayers

I know right now you will be feeling so empty and so alone.

But please come and join us on this thread.. lots of bereaved mummies sometimes being sad, sometimes having a laugh but always supporting each other along this terrible journey we are all on.

sending you hugs

www.mumsnet.com/Talk/1367/514451?ts=1209922744383

[StressTeddy]

Oh my darling. so, so sorry. Love to you and all your family who will be missing Harry terribly. I'm sure it will be hard for quite a long time but you will learn to live with the absence without ever forgetting about your beautiful, clever, gorgeous Harry

I wish you a calm and peaceful few weeks. Please keep talking to us and let us know if you need more support

dizzy34