Trinityrhinos Unspeakably Shit Stuff part two

[TrinityRhino]

Hi everyone
Thank you for so much help and such kind words x

Thinking of you today, Trinity. Here is a koala for you. koala

Thinking of you and your family today. Probably the whole of MN are with you in spirit x

Thinking of you today (and the other days too) Trinity. I hope it goes as well as it can. You have done so well so far, I'm sure you will make him proud today too.

you cant know how much you are all helping. I feel comforted like your all right next to me just right there to help in an instant.

ill make sure there's enough space for you all

We are all right there, arm in arm with you.
I won't be able to think about much else today.
Lots of hugs to you all xxx

Thinking of you x

Thinking of you today x

thinking of you today.. x x

If we are all tiny do we have high pitched squeaky voices to match our size?

Thinking of you and yours today x

1cm tall squeeze here too. Horrific day

no high pitched squeaky voices
just normal but teeny tiny so you can all be with me

Pop us in your pocket

I have a little pebble in my coat pocket that has a special meaning to me. It gives me reassurance just by being there because it reminds me that I'm going to be ok.

I also have a 'lucky' penny in my purse which also holds special memories. Little talismen to offer comfort and resilience.

Have you anything small that you can keep with you just to touch or look at when you feel the need?

I now have an image of 1000s of teeny tiny MNers all on a chair - it makes me smile. Still with you through this day.

dress check
shoes check
hideous feeling of desperate sadness check
ex wife sobbing on phone to me check
two little kids off to school, do not want to go to the funeral, want to go to school and sports day check
2 big kids showering and getting sorted check
cdd1 being ever so strong, poor girl check

and would you believe it but after I went to the local paper a couple of days ago, for the third time in four years about the potholes
(huge history of deadlines they tell us and then not doing anything, crap temporary filling etc etc)

they have been sent down this morning to do temporary patching and be finished before the cars come and then they are coming back on monday to do it properly...appparently

so it only took two funeral processions to need the road for them to get their arses in gear...

Tissues, Trin. Don't forget tissues.

Oh - and I knew I'd get a headache, so I took some paracetamol before I left home. And I took a drink for the car because crying makes me thirsty.

oh yes, I have tissues, bottles of flavoured water, electric fag + extra battery, more tissues, more water and I want to take my waalla but I dont think I can really do that can I?

If the little ones were coming, I could pull it off as if it was one of theirs

You're doing so well, nearly half way through the day.

Thinking of you today

Trin - you are doing great.

Can I pop into your pocket? Don't put your keys in there will you, they really hurt! I'll just sit quietly so you know that I'm with you all through the day, or your bag... near the tissues would be good, the dry ones though.... being a mouse has it's advantages :)

You are amazing sweetheart. You really are. You are STRONG. YOU ARE STRONG! Remember what Cliff has given you, remember that inner shine xx

Lots of love to you xxx

(yayayayay for potholes being repaired but as you say, it's only take 2 funeral processions for them to do it, today of all days!)

Thinking of you today Trinity xxxxxxx

mouse, you cant go in my pocket, sorry no chance

YOU'RE ON MY SHOULDER

thanks everyone

I'm still sitting in bed, not wanting to have a shower, dont want to move
I've taken the kids to school and found my clothes and shoes
but I went back to bed, cant be fucked
want to tell the world to shove it up their fucking arse tbh

sorry if I'm offending anyone

funerals suck
I dont want to do it