Im Jealous to death of my sister.
She had a baby young i laughed she never asked for help and when she did i gave her the middle finger.
Every time something came up i would straight up say you cant you have a kid to look after.
No one would want you with a kid yes i was awful.
All in all i thought i was better than her.
Fast forward 20 years shes free her child is 23 moved on she is now traveling around the globe for her work care free at 39.
In grate shape always happy and not a bad word to say about anyone.
Shes never home great friends.
Self made.
Owns her own home in thailand and a small flat in our home town.
Turns out that all the bulling i did to her she had her head in books and studying at nights to better herself.
Im now a single mum at 42 with 3 kids 8,4 and a 2 year old, gone though a divorce 2 failed relationship living on benefits.
She has the life i wanted and thought i have.
I so jealous of her it eats away at me.
I cant stand it i cant stand looking online at her post so i blocked her.
She has everything going for her and i hate it.
She as my life.