I’m a bit shook up reading it (yes dramatic before anyone points this out) as it brings it all back. When I was young I spent a whole summer listening to their album on repeat, and, on nights out, the whole club would belt one of their hits out. Used to read the music magazines where he was treated as a rock God. When the truth came out that he was a sick peedo who had committed the most horrendous crimes I literally put their CD in the bin, deleted from iPod etc.
The bit that makes it feel shocking is that you can take someone at face value when really they are dangerous and monstrous.
Im not sorry about his death I’m only sorry for his victims, especially the baby and find the whole thing shocking.