Just to repost what I put on Thread 3 (I've namechanged today btw, didn't like being a wandering fool!!)
"In the darkness, I began to believe the doctors and accept that I had been in denial, to realize that their words could be true. No matter how much I fought it, he would die..."
The Salt Path, p. 209
Writing about 2014, early summer I think, whilst they're at Polly's house.
This is such utter utter hogwash. Whatever you were thinking in the dark, Sally, it wasn't about a disease that didn't crop up for your husband in the real world until 2015.