Can’t tell anyone in real life

[Catchmeifyoucam]

I’m actually shaking a bit writing this because I’m so scared of the comments to come but I need to tell someone because I can’t tell anyone in real life.
for the last 10 years I’ve been addicted to opioids, taking uncountable amounts every day & spending upto £1k a month on tablets from the black market.
im FINALLY clean; did it all by myself by weaning off slowly and im so proud of myself. None of my friends and family know and from the outside looking in I don’t think you would have guessed.
I just feel so amazing, I have so much more energy, I’m not in as much pain anymore and life just feels more colourful as cliche as that sounds. I’m just so proud of myself that I beat this horrible addiction that’s had such a hold on me for a decade. I’m so scared I’ll relapse but I’m determined. Thanks for reading if you got this far!!

you are inspirational, what an amazing achievement

Well done, OP. That is amazing.

Huge congratulations to you OP hugs x

Congratulations!!!! Well done! You should be so, so proud of yourself. That can't have been easy at all and would have taken a huge amount of strength.

I hope you have the support you need to stay clean and enjoy centre parcs ♥️

That's amazing OP !!! Very well done 👏🏻. I've been on them for 15 years prescribed and would love to come off them but feel I use them like a bit of a crutch to survive a very stressful lifestyle ( profoundly disabled life limited daughter )
If you dont mind sharing , how much and what were you on and how did you manage to taper off?
You've done amazing 🤩

That's fantastic. You've managed to climb that steep hill and break the cycle. Well done!
Keep busy, treat yourself to something nice each day, think of all the money you're saving, and how healthy and full of energy you feel.
You are brilliant, keep moving forward! X

Well done op!!! Be incredibly proud of yourself, both for recognising your addition and overcoming it.

Hidden addiction is a huge problem today, outwardly people seem "normal" but they have a problem with substance abuse, gambling or whatever, you are not alone.

That is such an amazing achievement @Catchmeifyoucam . Massive congratulations to you. You should be incredibly proud of yourself.

This is amazing! Well done OP! What a massive achievement, don’t ever forget how hard it must have been and how well you have done!
Please think about some support groups irl though to help you and offer continued support. X

You’re amazing! Well done. Totally incredible. I don’t think it will ever be me

That must have been a very difficult secret to carry. You have done something amazing for yourself.

Even more amazing you managed to come clean without telling a soul. Huge congratulations ❤️🎉🥳

⭐ Well done. That must have taken unbelievable strength to achieve.

Well done. Please tell someone you trust. It may help you to relive the burden and also just make you feel even stronger and not alone whatever life throws at you in future.
best of luck to you and well done. Do something nice for yourself! Xxx

Your message moved me to tears OP. Your quiet, humble courage. I feel so proud of and inspired by you.

Woop woop! You did an amazing thing. Bloody brava and koko. 💐

Well done OP! Thas amazing. Wishing you all strength and happiness for your future xxx

Also, anytime you need support, reach out xx

Well done op 🙌❤️

Congratulations! You’re bloody marvellous

Well done. Good fortune in the future.

Brilliant work, OP.

Keep on keeping on.

Well done, that's some achievement, and on your own, wishing you happiness in the future ❤️ 💕

@Catchmeifyoucam

Your post this morning has literally made my week.

Having watched close family member going through this ordeal I've seen first hand how absolutely horrific it is emotionally and mentally.

You must really really congratulate yourself op because you've just given yourself your life back

An absolute massive huge huge well done from me

What an amazing achievement - not only to come off them but to keep it all secret. Enjoy the feeling you have knowing you did all this on your own. You must be very strong