Yes, thats exactly how he sees himself.
He's not the only one who thinks like this. Raymond Grant - one of the POL investigators started crying because he thinks how is being treated is terrible. Especially being forced to attend the inquiry.
Paula Vennells very much thinks she's the victim because she was"too trusting" of everyone around her.
Jamail Singh also wailed on the witness stand that he is a victim and even more aggrieved than the SPMR
The crazy thing is they were all celebrating and enjoying prosecuting and taking money from the SPMR.
They were having a great time for the last 20 years.
Even Gareth Jenkins thought it was funny he was called a 'Professor' in a newspaper article.
It's not so funny now.