Terrified i'm dying!!!!

[Lostmymind11]

Sorry if this is on the wrong thread but i'm not sure where to put it

Nearly 2yrs ago i had surgery to remove a sarcoma (no treatment afterwards as not needed). My 6 month scan was clear and i had another scan 4wks ago to check if it had come back. The hospital have rang today and told me they had booked me in next Friday to see a member of the surgery team. I am abaolutely terrified and beside myself with worry. I am a single parent to a very young child who has no contact with dad due to domestic abuse. I barely have any family/friend support. If the cancer is back i really don't know what i will do. I feel physically ill

So pleased you’ve had an enjoyable week with your son 😊 could you play it by ear and see how you feel over the next couple of days about going to work on Monday?

Wishing you all the best.

Happy to hear you had a well deserved good week x

Hi, OP -

would going back to work for a while help keep your mind off things and life with DC normal?

I’m hoping you’re doing ok OP x

Thinking of you often, OP 🌺

Hi everyone sorry i've been MIA. I went back to work on Monday and the hospital called and said my operation is next Monday 😭 so i did 2 days at work and now i'm off again to prepare for the op. I'm absolutely terrified

Bless your heart. I have been thinking of you. Sending you very best wishes for your OP! I hope everything goes well x

Good luck OP. I will be thinking of you xx

Following your story, I think you are very brave, I will be thinking of you.

Wishing you all the very best with your op. I’ll be thinking of you. In the meantime, I hope you’re able to have a peaceful and restful few days and to have some downtime before your op. Sending you hugs x

Sending you so much strength and good wishes. I hope it’ll all start to feel brighter once you are the other side of this op, I’m sorry it’s so frightening. Hope you have some good people around you in real life and that the waiting passes as quickly as possible.

Bless you OP, prayers for you to get through this ordeal. Wishing you a speedy recovery.

I will be thinking of you on Monday.
Sending, strength, love and best wishes for a smooth recovery xx

Very best wishes, OP. I will keep you in my thoughts

Sending you positive vibes!

Thinking of you and sending lots of good vibes. Hope it all goes well for you on Monday OP💐

I've been thinking of you. I hope it all goes well x

Well done for going into work and staying strong @Lostmymind11 you are amazing!

I’m sure nobody minds me speaking for us all here but rest assured we will be taking time on Monday to hold space for you and send positive and healing vibes whilst you have your surgery.

Thank you everyone for your kind words, it means a lot. I went out and got bits for my hospital bag today so i'm all packed ready. Going out tomorrow for lunch with some friends as i'm sure i won't be able to go out for a long while after the op

Have a real celebration tomorrow, OP! Very best wishes for Monday. You’ve got this

All the best for the op, OP.

I hope your weekend is restful and your thouare distracted. I have everything crossed that your recovery will be swift and complication free

I'm not good tonight 😭😭 had my son in tears all night saying he doesn't want me to go to hospital. Life isn't fair at all

Thinking of you. It’s difficult isn’t it. Hope all goes well with your operation. I’m waiting to get my operation on my tumor in my chest. I panic thinking about it. We need to be positive 💕