@Nanaof1 I hope everything turns out well for your dh with his results. Coincidentally, we've been in a similar position. My dh had hodgkins lymphoma and then went through tests for prostate cancer, which, thankfully, were negative. During all this he had a psychotic breakdown, he'd just started a new job and, with his illnesses, he was put under immense pressure. He had his contract terminated and because of his behaviour during the psychotic episode, he will never be allowed to work in that field again. I also ended up immediately losing my job due to his psychosis. We already had a small amount of debt, thinking with us both being employed, we could handle it but we had to borrow more money just to live off and basically borrowed from "Peter to pay Paul". We massively downsized and I got a different, lower paying job and we've changed our lifestyles dramatically. I know what it's like to wait for the next disaster, you get so used to things going wrong it becomes a way of life. I really hope things turn out well for you and your dh, stay strong. If you'd told me a few years ago what was going to happen to us I would have thought I'd crumble but it's surprising what you can cope with and how there can be light at the end of the tunnel. Good luck.