We broke up over a year ago, but I actually still really miss her.
My ex still lived with his parents. We were super close. Whenever I went round there, she’d show a huge interest in my life always asking me questions. We’d go on walks if my ex was working from home, she’d make me hot chocolates and always commented on how well I fitted in. When my ex went on holiday, I sometimes popped over there without him just to have coffee. I lived with them for a while and I loved it.
When me and my ex split up, and I was moving my things out, she cried. She told me I was such a wonderful girl with huge prospects and that she was gutted.
Never heard from her again after that, of course. She had a phase of viewing my stories on instagram even though she had unfollowed me.
I had a dream about seeing her at the shop last night and she gave me a hug and we caught up. It made me realise that I actually still miss her.
I’m well over the ex and feel pathetic even writing this. What do I even do about this, as it’s been well over a year now?